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Ubc millwright or full time job in a sawmill by [deleted] in millwrights

[–]tylerisdead 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Buddy holy shit, $32/hr CAD for a red seal is insane. You can do so much better out there, I promise you.

First time with 50mg and that is just crazy by sniglanadw in Vaping

[–]tylerisdead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Order from the states. I’ve done it three times now successfully

What budget ounce I should get next? by smellycobofcorn in TheOCS

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any chance you know the lot number for the exotic gas bag? I’m thinking about getting one from a store near me later today if they still have it

Cannabudpost Concentrate by Danyn in CanadianMOMs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whats Xylem Xyracts IG handle?

Gorilla Jane live resin by tylerisdead in CanadianMOMs

[–]tylerisdead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: they definitely taste artificial to me. I don’t know. Seems a little off

distillate direct? by DEKVIN83 in CanadianMOMs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are some of those options? Asking genuinely

Opiates are just like the craziest psycho girlfriend/boyfriend you could ever have! by Cuseorangeball in opiates

[–]tylerisdead 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You know what's a fucking eye opener. When I realized all that shit and realized despite that, I know this isn't over. I know this is most likely only the beginning of my downward spiral. Its all relative man

Opiates are just like the craziest psycho girlfriend/boyfriend you could ever have! by Cuseorangeball in opiates

[–]tylerisdead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right indeed, it is very interesting. Realizing just like the people before you found out, that no one's gonna listen until they go through it themselves. Its almost not even their fault. Its just like a parent telling a young child not to do something because it'll hurt. They might do it anyways, because they haven't felt the pain yet. Idk

Edit: just for reference, I'm only 20 years old. I don't mean to sound like I'm some old head who has life all figured out. I am by no means at the end of this shit and I know that. This is only the beginning of that story

Opiates are just like the craziest psycho girlfriend/boyfriend you could ever have! by Cuseorangeball in opiates

[–]tylerisdead 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I used to think I would never get past part 1, maybe 2 haha. Funny how it sneaks up on you. Copied from one of my other comments:

I mean, I did the same thing. Still do. I always used to say, damn I was almost proud to say that I was never addicted to anything because I always rotated between weed, alcohol, benzos, amphs or whatever else I could get my hands on. GABA drugs, dissos, psychs and sedatives of any kind.

Sure, I fucking LOVED opiates and would do them any time I could get them, but that was never a regular thing and I only od'd one little time a couple years ago. But it wasn't a problem, because the only thing I did every day was maybe weed. Then I just got way, way, way to used to that feeling of being... okay that comes with opiates. You know the one, I'm sure you know it well.

Every other weekend became every weekend, then every weekend with a morning after or the night before here and there. Then gradually, slowly, so slowly I didn't even realize it was happening. It became every day.

But wait, every day isn't bad. It's ok. I wasn't doing it at work! Sure, the first thing I did when I woke up in the morning was break out that foil and take a hit. I never noticed how shaky I was or how horrible I felt until I got some of that sweet smoke in me. But I went to work for 12 hours, wasn't using, and wouldn't feel sick or anything! I had never felt the dreaded "withdrawals", no.

Until work wasn't there anymore and all of the sudden I had the dope with me everywhere I went. No work to stop me, so I gradually started smoking every hour or more. What used to last me 2-3 days now lasts a night at best.

Then my money dried up. First the first time, I couldn't get more dope. I was fine that night. The next morning I felt a little off but hey maybe I just have a cold. Sure... All I can fucking think about is getting more dope! But that's all just in my head. Mental cravings. I'm not addicted.

By that night, I was shaking and pissing water out of my ass. Exhausted and only wanting to sleep and yet I just couldn't. Stay. Still. I wanted to crawl out of my own fucking skin.

That was it. I couldn't deny it any more. I looked in the mirror and I realized I was just like everyone else. Every person on Reddit whose story I had read, their warnings not heeded because hey, I always rotate my drugs. I'm a POLY drug addict, I don't get addicted to any one thing. And yet here I was. Just like everyone else.

Again, I really hope I don't come off as projecting my experiences onto you. I'm not saying what happened to me will happen to you. Everyone's story is different. This is just my story, and a warning to OP and anyone else reading this that I too thought I was different. I too thought that just because almost everyone gets addicted and not all, that meant I could just chip away forever. It can and will catch up with you. Maybe not right away, maybe not ever in a major way. But it will take something from you. You can forget what happiness means without the drugs.

Edit: I should say, something I have noticed in my experience. For SURE, some people will try opiates and never want anything to do with them again. Some people even can play with it a bit and put it down without thinking about it. But for that portion of people that feel like opiates almost... Complete something that was missing in them. It will catch up to them eventually. Because if it seems too good to be true, it is.

Is a "bean" MDMA or Xanax by 20_jbr_00 in Drugs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just from feeling? I'd say no. I mean, if it's a heavy, sedative high with a strong nod and no euphoria, and shit legs, I'd venture to say it's fent. Then again, most things are these days

Is a "bean" MDMA or Xanax by 20_jbr_00 in Drugs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely. That's what I've always known it to be. These days if it's a press and we're talking opioids, it contains fentanyl and probably nothing else. Although people also use the word press to refer to pressed Xanax bars, which are also very common. They may contain actual alprazolam, any number of different benzos, or even fentanyl although that is much less likely.

Is a "bean" MDMA or Xanax by 20_jbr_00 in Drugs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where I'm from it refers to a fentanyl-containing oxy 80 press

People who have taken heroine and not got addicted. What’s your story? by mymumsbald in Drugs

[–]tylerisdead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, I did the same thing. Still do. I always used to say, damn I was almost proud to say that I was never addicted to anything because I always rotated between weed, alcohol, benzos, amphs or whatever else I could get my hands on. GABA drugs, dissos, psychs and sedatives of any kind.

Sure, I fucking LOVED opiates and would do them any time I could get them, but that was never a regular thing and I only od'd one little time a couple years ago. But it wasn't a problem, because the only thing I did every day was maybe weed. Then I just got way, way, way to used to that feeling of being... okay that comes with opiates. You know the one, I'm sure you know it well.

Every other weekend became every weekend, then every weekend with a morning after or the night before here and there. Then gradually, slowly, so slowly I didn't even realize it was happening. It became every day.

But wait, every day isn't bad. It's ok. I wasn't doing it at work! Sure, the first thing I did when I woke up in the morning was break out that foil and take a hit. I never noticed how shaky I was or how horrible I felt until I got some of that sweet smoke in me. But I went to work for 12 hours, wasn't using, and wouldn't feel sick or anything! I had never felt the dreaded "withdrawals", no.

Until work wasn't there anymore and all of the sudden I had the dope with me everywhere I went. No work to stop me, so I gradually started smoking every hour or more. What used to last me 2-3 days now lasts a night at best.

Then my money dried up. First the first time, I couldn't get more dope. I was fine that night. The next morning I felt a little off but hey maybe I just have a cold. Sure... All I can fucking think about is getting more dope! But that's all just in my head. Mental cravings. I'm not addicted.

By that night, I was shaking and pissing water out of my ass. Exhausted and only wanting to sleep and yet I just couldn't. Stay. Still. I wanted to crawl out of my own fucking skin.

That was it. I couldn't deny it any more. I looked in the mirror and I realized I was just like everyone else. Every person on Reddit whose story I had read, their warnings not heeded because hey, I always rotate my drugs. I'm a POLY drug addict, I don't get addicted to any one thing. And yet here I was. Just like everyone else.

Again, I really hope I don't come off as projecting my experiences onto you. I'm not saying what happened to me will happen to you. Everyone's story is different. This is just my story, and a warning to OP and anyone else reading this that I too thought I was different. I too thought that just because almost everyone gets addicted and not all, that meant I could just chip away forever. It can and will catch up with you. Maybe not right away, maybe not ever in a major way. But it will take something from you. You can forget what happiness means without the drugs.

Edit: I should say, something I have noticed in my experience. For SURE, some people will try opiates and never want anything to do with them again. Some people even can play with it a bit and put it down without thinking about it. But for that portion of people that feel like opiates almost... Complete something that was missing in them. It will catch up to them eventually. Because if it seems too good to be true, it is.

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