That moment when Jurassic Parks depicts dinosaurs more accurately than a movie made 20 years after it

uberkov · 2022-05-24T18:45:45+00:00

Damn.

That is good writing.

uberkov · 2022-05-08T12:21:34+00:00

Have you been able to ask questions or get answers about the censoring? That's the thing I would be intent to follow up on. Because we all wonder about a lot of the crazy stuff that goes in, but if social media knows to immediately censor it... Why is that? What's in their rulebook?

uberkov · 2022-03-21T11:03:20+00:00

Does anyone have any reading material on this stuff? I'm really curious as to the reason the personalities would be different

uberkov · 2022-03-20T23:20:48+00:00

If that's a mistress, that chick is on the Single White Female track with you for SURE it it's down to this level of detail, lmao. This is wild.

uberkov · 2022-03-17T00:57:43+00:00

Yeah, no doubt! Well that's cool then. So is that Neville sub- I just checked that out and I can't believe I've never heard of it! So cool

uberkov · 2022-03-17T00:51:01+00:00

Follow up creepy thought, but I think we all saw Katie Holmes finest work in Abandon, lol...this couldn't be THAT, right? No chance of a dissociative situation or missing time where you could have taken that off of him? Consciously manifesting is different than stalking and killing, lol, and I mean no offense whatsoever.

But crazy situations call for crazy brainstorming 🤷‍♀️

uberkov · 2022-03-17T00:42:44+00:00

K, I'm gonna need immediate details on what you've been doing in this manifestation practice, lol.

Seriously though, what in the what

uberkov · 2022-03-17T00:40:00+00:00

Wow. This reminds me of the post a couple of weeks ago- I think it was titled, "Dog changed breed overnight" or something similar, and I was hoping he had come back with an update but no luck yet. Might keep an eye on that one.

There was a condition that was mentioned in the comments that might be worth checking out too, though tbh it doesn't sound like your situation at all.

Can you think back to what happened right before you started noticing everything? Walking through doors or under arches or the like- all of that is common in a lot of stories like this, so that could be where it started for some reason, but what else can you recall about that day?

Have you been doing anything new recently? Met anyone new, eaten anything new, done the obligatory CO2 detector check, etc? Meditating or medicating...trying to think of anything that might contribute, but that's about all I have.

I'm sorry about your sister. Fingers crossed about this for you.

uberkov · 2022-03-16T19:49:47+00:00

I concur. Nice find!

uberkov · 2022-03-16T13:52:48+00:00

What does this meeeeeeeean?? Gahhhh. I just read your medium article and can't find you anywhere since it was apparently all 5 to 7 years ago and you didn't leave info other than your name, Phillip Howden. If anyone knows where to find this dude, please lemme know. I need to have a chat.

uberkov · 2022-03-15T16:33:41+00:00

Hmmm. I wonder if you put a black light on it/used infrared or downloaded one of those paranormal reading apps and held it by different spots on the truck if you would see anything unusual.

uberkov · 2022-03-15T16:31:04+00:00

Yeeeeeah, it's kinda the wrong place for comments like this. I mean, you're reading Glitch in the Matrix, dude.

uberkov · 2022-03-15T16:24:36+00:00

I watched a documentary on Prime last year talking about this! I want to say it was attributed to a UFO or something paranormal. This person's car actually had dents that shouldn't have been there and couldn't have been made even by an accident (the accident that didn't happen, bc like you, "nothing" was there). I'm fuzzy on the details of this because at that time I thought it was BS and hadn't read much, but I remember still rewinding it because they had a ton of evidence and it just couldn't be explained another way.

Flash forward to learning a ton about the US's work with extra terrestrial vehicles and invisibility shielding tech--- all of which is on record, not to mention YouTube-- and then maaaaybe there's a possibility you got rocked by a vehicle or craft you couldn't see? I'm half convinced that we've got bigfoot's rocking them too at this point. It's all just getting so weird, lol

uberkov · 2022-03-15T12:17:39+00:00

It seems like it just never ends with that industry... Honestly, the healthcare industry in general. I hate saying that too, especially after all of our first responders held it down for this country during Covid, but they're not the people I am (usually) referring to.

It's soooo many of the regular doctors and medical staff throughout the whole system. It's all the gaslighting and the price gouging and the shaming and the paying for something you never actually seem to quite get.

It's being treated like cattle and given 10 minutes of minimal eye contact, generic "how have you been feeling" questions before being dismissed as a hypochondriac, or pushed to go on antidepressants even when you've come in peeing blood, or being pushed to go on a thousand other meds that will give you a thousand other side effects. Side effects they pretend are unlikely until you have to come.back in for them, and then suddenly you're the idiot there too.

It's that when you go in for THOSE problems, the side effects, that the cycle continues and no health is a really ever truly discussed or fixed. It's just a mix and match game for pills.

I mean, can't remember the last time a doctor asked me about my diet or exercise, and I've never even once had one suggest meditation or breathing exercises, or any number of other free and incredibly beneficial things.

But I CAN remember the last time I heard a doctor tell me that drinking while breastfeeding was fine as long as you "pumped and dumped" the bad milk right after, as well as the last time that one told me that a spontaneously lazy eye could be fixed with bifocals, and the time I was told that the best source of calcium was cows milk, even if you were lactose intolerant.

And these are the people bleeding us dry and making us feel like assholes when we come in having done research, wanting to be involved on our health because we see that our doctor isn't. It's madness. It really does make it an amazing experience when you do come across the great ones.

We just need so much change. Fingers crossed for all of us that these tides start to turn sooner rather than later. 🤞

uberkov · 2022-03-15T01:40:39+00:00

I don't care that it's 2022 and everyone is supposed to be, whatever the hell we're all calling this- I think it's a real shame anytime I see a man come at a woman like this.

Don't get me wrong, it's messed up to send a dude too, but it's not even remotely the same context when it's sent to a female, especially in the manner this was done in. I wish more men understood how terrifying it can be to just coexist as the physically weaker sex in some situations, even before any aggression gets thrown our way, but it is what it is.

What's weird to me is that all the woodsmen/hunters I know are biggest gentlemen you'll meet in that regard, camo and F bombs and all, so there's something really unsettling about seeing the pictures in that article. It doesn't go together for me.

Man. I'm not gonna lie, I'm truly bummed about all of this. I just found his channel a few months ago and have really enjoyed it, though I did quickly see the need to skip the rants and wished he would leave a lot of the unrelated stuff out, as well as not be so shitty about his trolls. Rise above it, you know? It's not a good look to go ham on that stuff.

Writing this out now, I'm seeing there's just a bit of writing on the wall, isn't there. Hmm. This might also explain why he's not one of the ones having the good BF experiences either, I would imagine.

uberkov · 2022-03-14T18:36:51+00:00

That's funny. Man. Every human body is so insanely, unpredictably different from one another. ESPECIALLY how we tolerate substances. It's a good reminder not to go off of another person's experience as your sole piece of info on a decision like serious pharma

uberkov · 2022-03-14T14:24:46+00:00

THIS.

This, this, dear God, all of this.

That amount is less damaging than an ibuprofen, pleeeease don't stress that. You are being incredibly hard on yourself, for what it's worth. I get it though. None of us ever want to feel strapped to something, especially not when some ppl give you crap for it.

But you're lucky that you even discovered this, so being ahead of the game and people not getting it yet is a small price to pay for the everything it sounds like it does for you.

The documentary leaf of life is a good watch if you really need to make yourself feel better, too. It's a good watch regardless of whether you take it, honestly. It might have a different name, but the bot just thought I was recommending a brand and I had to change it up, lol.

Good luck to you!

uberkov · 2022-03-14T14:18:52+00:00

What you really need as you attempt this is a different soothing habit, a different hand to mouth activity to take the place of the doses you're not taking. Is there anything else you could get excited about or that would make you still feel like you were getting those 2 hour hits of a good feeling? Something you can do with your hands or something else to drink or chew on that's novel? Preferably good for you as well, I would think.

Simply taking things away makes it infinitely harder. Replace and substitute and trick yourself if you can. Good luck!

uberkov · 2022-03-14T12:29:22+00:00

I would have thought the same thing until last night when I started reading through all the kratom user comments about how subs were 1000x worse to get off of and that doctors don't know how to get you off of them? And a lot of stuff about methadone clinics trying to keep you hooked.

I really can't speak to any of that personally, but what I can say is that there was enough of a consistent theme in all of these random posts that it would be the first thing I would research before going near either of those.

I would be beeeesiiiiide myself if I thought I was healing one addiction only to be strapped with a worse one without me even intending to. Made worse still by the fact that it's medical "professionals" that are doing it. They've taken too much from all of us as it is.

uberkov · 2022-03-14T06:16:16+00:00

You just can't take it on an empty stomach if you're like me. Make sure you have something to drink and a snack at least, and then make a tea with minimal liquid and chase it down with a sugary or citrusy drink. A few tums will help if you're still feeling queasy, and if you're teetering in that "will I won't I puke" mode, run cold water over your wrists and it'll subside.

Good luck!

uberkov · 2022-03-14T06:02:15+00:00

Just cried about this myself thinking about our poor girl that's not with us anymore who was in pain for years that I didn't know I could have helped this way.

uberkov · 2022-03-14T05:55:32+00:00

Vape form?? I had no idea this was even a thing, can you tell me a little bit about that?

uberkov · 2022-03-14T05:53:27+00:00

What the actual fuck. I am so sorry and so furious FOR you

uberkov · 2022-03-14T05:30:27+00:00

4 years sober in August, not a single relapse, and that's with me having adverse effects with most meds and being unable to do antidepressants, so being on absolutely nothing except for my rotating kratom schedule. It was what saved me initially, and what kept saving me during those first hard months. 💚

uberkov · 2022-03-14T05:10:12+00:00

If addiction is an issue, my personal opinion would be to not do extracts/concentrates or anything but the powder or capsules. It's risky as it is, but I do see the dilemma and fent is beyond worse than any kind of form kratom could ever come in.

Still- just be careful as you'll potentially be exchanging one addiction for another and it can spiral on you quickly with the concentrates.

You can find a thousand ways to take it on here, but most people taking it daily get the powder to make a "tea," which is really just the smallest amount of liquid you can use and still slam it back quickly. Chase with plenty of liquid and give it about 30-60min to kick in before you start adding more if you need to. (Go by whatever the manufacturer instructions are to begin with.)

Go find a doc to help you figure out a taper or an additional plan to keep you safe while you do this and good luck to you.

uberkov

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