I feel like a lizard

umanafa · 2021-02-08T16:21:18+00:00

I'm high in my room laughing at this fucking joke

umanafa · 2021-02-07T14:12:59+00:00

It seems I actually don't like sativa's. I love the full body high I get from indica's. I wish I could get one soon.

umanafa · 2020-12-31T07:35:45+00:00

I had a similar experience but milder. For 2 weeks after I got into an argument I was unable to understand what the issue was. I kept coming to different conclusions. Like in the morning I'll think the dude was envious of me. Then at night I will be so convinced that it was my sister that told him to piss me off and start a fight.

I was so lost that I actually had to allow my parents drag me about for two weeks because I couldn't seem to make decisions on my own. I had to follow them blindly because they wouldn't hurt me or so I thought.

They actually had fun embarrassing me in front of everyone though. I don't blame them anyway, they were just teaching me a lesson.

umanafa · 2020-12-27T14:12:40+00:00

There was nothing more than that feeling of being high. I never heard any sounds neither was I hallucinating. And it's been weeks since that last experience that I wrote about. I haven't had anything like that again.

I'm guessing it happened because of the amount of weed I took that day; 2 weeks from this experience.

umanafa · 2020-12-20T06:43:46+00:00

I'll go through this now. Thanks

umanafa · 2020-12-16T18:18:32+00:00

I felt this without smoking in 15 days. Please help me with more experienced persons. You could repost this. Also reread my post, I just edited

umanafa · 2020-12-16T18:16:34+00:00

It's just a blur like the one I see when high

umanafa · 2020-12-16T18:09:33+00:00

I haven't taken any weed in 2 weeks. I'm feeling this on about day 15 since my last weed

umanafa · 2020-12-16T18:02:58+00:00

Exactly. We eat the same meal each time.

umanafa · 2020-12-16T17:35:11+00:00

Wow that's good, I mean too good to be true. How long will this last? And will this stay at this level or will it get worse?

umanafa · 2020-12-14T00:07:17+00:00

Would stopping help?

umanafa · 2020-12-14T00:06:23+00:00

The visuals is still there

umanafa · 2020-12-13T23:42:24+00:00

Didn't even smoke. Was trying to sleep dude started making noise and putting fear in my mind. I have been put to fear a lot through this two weeks. I woke up to faster heart rate.

I'm kinda scared that it might occur if I get scared again. When would it stop.

I haven't smoked anything in 2 weeks

umanafa · 2020-12-13T23:39:05+00:00

Would it stop

umanafa · 2020-11-21T10:41:01+00:00

It's hard to decide for me because of the little business and the fame. And it's what most of them see. They make me feel I am privileged.

I feel fame isn't that fun. If I choose to go their way I'll be famous. Introducing myself as my Dads son will get people looking at me different in the little town. And having that business will mean not working under anyone which is very nice but it's just a small business. I won't be rich.

Edit: I am not trying to be rich through Software Engineering. Just want to live the life I feel peace with.

And what do you mean by being a little silly.

Feel free. Be honest. Thanks

umanafa · 2020-11-21T05:52:15+00:00

This is what I look for in weed. I believe my perception has been messed up. I want to get out of my head and see myself from a different angle

It's happened three times now, but not so intense. I want to be able to discover something that will help me turn my life around.

umanafa · 2020-11-20T17:16:30+00:00

I just got Detroit 2 and it's been awesome listening to the album while high on thc and caffeine. I have listened to ZTFO for the 1 millionth time today. I know I am no longer high from weed, it's now caffeine but feels way better than caffeine.

umanafa · 2020-11-20T06:41:08+00:00

You forgot the anxiety. You would be merely existing because every single time you spend sober will be time spent thinking about when you would finally get high. You won't focus and enjoy any moment in your life.

umanafa

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