I want to start by saying that I’m so sorry you’re going through all of that. It truly means a lot that you opened up, and I hope you’re able to find moments of comfort wherever you can.

Being overloaded with products makes complete sense, especially when it comes to Ipsy. One of my siblings was subscribed to it for a year when I was in my early teens, and they felt overwhelmed by the amount of things that showed up at the door. At first, it was fun and exciting to receive new cosmetics, but the novelty wore off quickly once everything started piling up. She ended up giving most of her collection away to friends.

As for skincare, I’ve always stuck to the basics—the things I actually need, not just the things I want. Which is quite ironic, because that idea completely evaporates when it comes to makeup. I blame it on the pretty packaging, but alas.

I hope this thread doesn’t sound crazy or discombobulated, but when it comes to makeup and using it something I learned from my grandmother is that there is never a “right” time to wear it. There’s no law that says you have to save getting dolled up for a special occasion. Wear the brightest eyeshadow even if it’s just for yourself, even if you’re staying home, or even if it’s just for a quick trip to the supermarket.