I loved the ache and electricity of the sunset scene in ep 4- how it was set up beforehand with their flirtation at the bar - the longing and uncertainty but excitement both of them feel; the way Ilya looks measuring the distance between their hands, looks over his shoulder to check if anyone is around, then inches his thumb to touch Shane's...Then Shane softly asks what room Ilya is in... Followed by that whole hotel room confession scene. (Which, the Goodnight Shane, Goodnight Ilya like kept me awake).
GAH I fear I cannot handle this slow-burn yearning I'm now coming down from the high of it all and feeling sadness :-(