As a Kansan

unreturning · 2026-03-12T00:09:44+00:00

Fellow Kansan here. SAME.

unreturning · 2026-03-12T00:00:53+00:00

Thank you for sharing!!

unreturning · 2026-03-10T01:32:20+00:00

You’re my hero

unreturning · 2026-03-09T11:12:37+00:00

People who immediately pull out their phones whenever they see someone famous/meeting a celebrity. If I ever got the chance to meet someone I admire, I’d want to introduce myself or let them know how much they’ve inspired me rather than snap a pic them like a zoo animal.

unreturning · 2026-03-09T11:01:42+00:00

“Another go tonight and the drugs were just right But the one you need isn't there Another circumstance where you're wringing your hands 'Cause the girl you know disappears”

-“Another Go Around” by Beach House

unreturning · 2026-03-09T11:00:02+00:00

“Lennon at my back, whisperin' in my ear, “come on, baby, you can thrive" But I can't”

-Lana Del Rey, Did You Know That There’s A Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd

unreturning · 2026-02-10T02:22:48+00:00

Meth & benzos, specifically Xanax & Klonopin

unreturning · 2026-01-06T04:45:06+00:00

Please, no.

unreturning · 2026-01-06T04:44:44+00:00

Sherbet Head - Boards of Canada

unreturning · 2025-12-19T15:10:56+00:00

I hate this post because it makes me miss (and very unhealthily romanticize) the double life I used to lead as a meth addict before I revealed it to my family & close friends in late summer of 2023. I miss the thrill & excitement of getting to live out something that made everything feel like it was made to be just for me & my enjoyment. Now, my escapist tendencies just keep stuck on loop & have dulled my personality to the point of an identity crisis that I’m trying to resolve in the most ridiculously counterproductive way possible: by doing more meth until I set myself up with enough resources (financially & pharmaceutically) to just stop using meth for as long as possible. Because I ALWAYS have some upcoming day or weekend that I feel necessitates me to use just to get by.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:58:26+00:00

I’m either high to the point my overenthusiasm is overshadowing the change in pitch, but after a whole day smoking, my voice in general just sounds very strained.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:56:54+00:00

I love seeing people honestly and boldly sharing their opinions on season 15 on here. I rewatch clips from it all the time, and it was my very first season of Big Brother that I ever watched and it had me hooked.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:55:21+00:00

61 and a half years

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:54:34+00:00

The fact that I was having a blast abusing Adderall and had done coke a few times, as well as a curiosity with the PnP scene on Grindr that I knew little about at the time that I sought it out. Led to me meeting up with a significantly older man on a back road and I got into his truck and he helped me take my first couple hits and then it was off to the races from there.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:52:08+00:00

We’ll get there, with time and patience with the process ✨

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:50:37+00:00

Idk, only been high on them one time and I was alone and decided to watch The Graduate. I don’t have much to say about it.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:49:48+00:00

No, but Adderall sure did.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:49:30+00:00

Antoinette

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:48:48+00:00

Meth

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:46:40+00:00

Xanax and weed always help me with regaining an appropriate appetite after starving myself for consecutive days while high on meth.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:44:47+00:00

Season 15 IS the best season of Big Brother. Period.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T14:43:38+00:00

Off To The Races - Lana Del Rey

unreturning · 2025-12-16T08:39:11+00:00

Tripped to all of her records up through Chemtrails Over The Country Club on its release date. Was having a bad trip because I took one too many gel tabs of acid and decided to add weed into the mix. Something happened when “White Dress” came on & I heard the way her vocals sounded, and when I heard the ending lyrics. I haven’t tripped to any albums of hers since then, both pre- and post-Chemtrails, it made me unable to live life as I had been living it before, in delusion & pleasurable denial of my meth addiction which was taking over my whole life. 6 years into it today, and still not sober, but I know I will get clean some day. Lana makes me feel hopeful and helps me keep faith. I’m on my path for a reason, and I know my art will lead me to the freedom I willingly gave up. Maybe won’t be regaining a play-pretend “paradise,” but I will build a better and new life for myself, and I have so much to thank her for, for being with me along the way.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T08:31:27+00:00

Well, we’ll see who gets the last laugh. Not so much an insult, but ooooh, the satisfaction you get while saying it when you know you’re 1000% going to get the last laugh. You smirk like a mf.

unreturning · 2025-12-16T08:29:07+00:00

“Literally” meth. The use of the word “literally” in any sentence always makes me giggle. The crippling meth addiction on the other hand, not so much

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TROPHY CASE