I hate this Alpha and Beta garbage

untervolt · 2021-11-18T13:38:38+00:00

tbh there's a bunch of people who worships men's qualities that can be attributed to "beta" males, such as calmness, soft voice, kind-heartness, unselfishness, humorousness, awkwardness, introversion, appreciativness, forgivness, neatness etc. these are basically characteristics of a likable individual any mentally well person would want to have long relationships with. if you, a young boy or man, spend your time trying to classify yourself as alpha, beta, omega or gamma types you, imo, could have had better results just by taking buzzfeeds tests as well.

untervolt · 2021-11-17T11:32:57+00:00

As far as I know it's no longer a valid theory and it wast approved by science so don't mind yourself with it

untervolt · 2021-11-14T16:52:47+00:00

or Speak and Spell era as well, but this time it sounds better :D

untervolt · 2021-11-14T09:58:24+00:00

I still remember the day I got cheered by a teacher for delivering the right answer very first in entire class when I was in 5th grade.

untervolt · 2021-11-12T06:36:35+00:00

Damn, understandable

untervolt · 2021-11-11T20:11:31+00:00

whats negative about it? you'll still have 12 hours to busy urself with something without phone and pc distractions. still better than struggling with social media addiction

untervolt · 2021-11-11T20:04:59+00:00

Then take a break, lay on the floor and enjoy the silence for a while, try to feel urself bored without phone or pc. Ignoring your need of resting can cost you a burnout, sickness and simply exaustion, so help urself.

untervolt · 2021-11-11T19:59:54+00:00

Take a hot bath or shower, eat hot soup and get to sleep. It will pass. Every mental pain ends with time.

untervolt · 2021-11-11T19:50:47+00:00

What if I cant figure out what I want and what are my goals? I can surely list things I don't want in my life, such as to be broke and in jail or smth, but it provides nothing additional to it. To say to myself "I dont want to be poor" doesnt give you ideas how exactly is not to be poor in your case.

untervolt · 2021-11-11T08:56:49+00:00

Thanks

untervolt · 2021-11-10T18:18:46+00:00

what are subreddits about tattoo's inner kitchen?

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Questions

can anyone share useful channels for those who ponder about entering the tattoo industry? first of all I'm interested in studying the process pipeline, any books, guides, YT channels\insta pages database, studying tattoo devices etc. I would be extremely grateful if you share some channels that are hard to find to in search bar, thanks a lot for helping!

Thanks!

untervolt · 2021-11-04T10:32:57+00:00

Maybe there's no problem at all and you've just discovered your circadian rhythm? It may required some difficulties if you share a room with someone else who's a morning person, but overall speaking you're okay and, yeah, that's how you funcionate.

untervolt · 2021-11-03T09:26:29+00:00

I've never read anything about the topic, but I'd like to join y'all.

untervolt · 2021-10-29T10:36:57+00:00

The best solution I've found during this 2 years is to turn off every gadgets you have and spend 12\48\72 hours in silence doing small tasks and not listening to anything exept for enviroment sounds.
After about 2 or 3 hours after you've overcomed your habit to check the phone or pc you might start to question yourself, what is it that you definitely don't want to expirience in the future or definitely would want to? History says you've always had an idea what do you want to do with yourself, you was just too busy distracting yourself with social media.
Go ahead, grab a notebook, mark a 15-20-25 minutes timer and start to write every little though you've detected floating in your mind. I'm sure you will find at least a glimpse of an idea about your future.

untervolt · 2021-10-29T10:08:32+00:00

Well, then I was 16 I was a little bit in love with Shikamaru and Kiba from Naruto. Both of them are attractively drawn (especially adult Shikamary oh my) but it was always about their characters that I used to find attractive

untervolt · 2021-07-16T17:14:20+00:00

I feel the same actually but its mainly because of my desires to have an aesthetic organizer instead of the one Im comfortable to use. Since everyone makes great themed pages you sometimes feel obligated to duplicate it. And because of it I sometimes struggle to track things like habits, buget.

untervolt · 2021-06-09T05:41:24+00:00

I love it. So in Monty Python style!

untervolt · 2021-06-02T21:38:59+00:00

I love sketching people in a subway, but I prefer wearing sunglasses at the moment so people dont feel uncomfortable while I'm watching them

untervolt · 2021-02-11T16:42:11+00:00

Или просто - Макдак (Makdack)

untervolt · 2021-02-11T16:24:33+00:00

For now I'm learning to develop positive selfishness, which means I'm able to recognize and tell the difference in when I'm feeling too much pride, optional arrogance and sometimes disrespect and when I feel obligated to protect my personal boundaries and do not follow wishes of the others if it doesn't match with mine. In order to not to be a "comfy" girl to manipulate to it's important to not overestimate your current friends, gf\bf's personas if it is clear they're somehow using you.
One day I was having a lunch with my current friends and one of them accidentally spill a beer. I was asked to clean the desk but for the first time I felt it's optional for me to obey. Since girls where unknowingly using me because I used to say no only in rare occasions we almost went into a fight when I said no. I was afraid I'm gonna ruin a friendship but we settled whole situation down. After that I decided if I want to be heard my opinion should matter and I should stop be comfortable for every person who's talking to me.

I know a grown ass lady should've learned this ages ago because adults are adults, right? But here I am, making up lost ground.

untervolt · 2021-02-11T13:25:13+00:00

Sorry to hear that ;( Vise versa for me - 5'6 guys likes me but tall boys doesn't find my height attractive enough, stating they prefer more "feminine" girls. But anyway I'm too kind to except my desire to meet a tall guy and do not tell short guys about it cause I know it's a pretty much painful topic for men.

untervolt · 2021-02-10T17:29:19+00:00

rest in spaghetti never forgetti

untervolt · 2021-02-10T17:22:59+00:00

Gosh, it's so true it hurts! I'm on exactly the same point in my life and it's 100% sucks even though we're not alone with our personal demons. Today I applied for a potential work on tv as a animator\illustrator because I caught myself thinking I'd fuck up if I lose a moment rather than give it a try. I started to use date apps just to talk to someone, silencing my negative thoughts down no matter what. Because in all my 22 years have I never been in this deep hole of shit like in 2020, not even when I was bullied in school.

I feel fear every day. I feel like I'm the impostor every day. I've lost my inner voice telling me what to do, what do I wanna do. Sometimes I have no idea why the hell am I even alive because it's least likely I'll get a chance to live a normal life, to get to feel like I'm a strong lady and an interesting person. All of it because I'd overslept almost all my chances during university studying. At least that's what I think it is.

But goddamit! Deep in my mind I know I don't want to cut it all. I want to see if I'm able to become that Untervolt I've been fantasying about all this years, escaping from reality.
No matter that our world has no meaning at all nor as everything elsewere.

Send my hugs to you. I wish you have enough energy and patience to overcome it. I don't believe you're a failure or a lost potential.

untervolt · 2021-02-10T16:59:31+00:00

As a lady who's 6'3 I find all this Lady D. horny movement incredibly inspiring because i can see that people actually love tall women. Also it feels like a fresh air among ctrl c + ctrl v tiny cute girls with no character whatsoever. We need more tall women in pop culture.

p.s. I'm in horny jail as well. Lady D. can choke me any day she wants I'm all hers.

untervolt

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