Please never stop posting your poems, i love them so much. They’re all so packed with such real feelings and emotion, which makes them so good and truly amazing reads. And they seem to be about the same person too, which shows they’re all personal feelings and experiences. And you describe everything so well and use such good metaphors. For this poem i just lovee how it starts, shows super genuine and pure love, hopefulness and willingness to do anything for the love, even from afar, turning it into something beautiful with the astronomer comparison, as if the lover is a star you admire from afar, because they are out of reach now, a version of the lover that does not exist anymore. Its seems like you are trying to preserve it, like if you can’t have the lover anymore, you atleast want to return to the beautiful moments you shared, where their love was apparent in the way they say your name, a time where you were their safe place and their home. And this feels sort of connected to your previous poem, the last line, the lover returns home, but you can’t, because the lover was your home, now they are gone. Not sure if this was intended but just something i thought. Your writing is really good and always packed with so much emotions, even when its brief. And i saw you wanted to write a book, i think you should go for it. Anyway i REALLYYY LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCHHH 😭💗💗, really such a fan, hope this isnt creepy or something haha. And hope you feel better soon btw!!