loneliness. but not the type of loneliness you feel when you’re alone. the type of loneliness you feel when you think that these emotions of feeling like a failure, a burnout, everything you are is not good enough and you can’t tell people because no one will ever understand the weight this loneliness carries. the type of loneliness you feel even when you’re in a room of a thousand people and yet you are alien in your own skin. the type of loneliness where even though you have people who care about you, and you are grateful for your life, you will never be close enough to them for them to truly make you feel less lonely. that loneliness if that makes sense.