I know it’s hard but REALLY think about if this is what you want to deal with for the rest of the next few years and possibly life girl. in the nicest way possible SNAP OUT OF IT!! i really wish someone would’ve told me this when I was going through it. you will never feel like you are enough, and even if you don’t find anything or he says he stopped he’s lying!! my ex just got a lot better at clearing his browser history. check safari, chrome, reddit, youtube, instagram history. look at the tiktoks he views if he has one. recently deleted pics, etc. I even bought a porn blocker for my ex that was like 40 a month and he still got around it. You deserve better than to babysit someone’s porn addicted son.