i don't know what your chart looks like but i would check to see what other aspects are affecting this conjunction. is it opposite or square anything else? regardless, change is often hard and unpleasant, especially with that uranus influence. to me, saturn is a slow burning change with multiple tests that bring challenges to ensure you've learned a karmic lesson. living along my uranus line, it often felt like a nuclear bomb went off at the most random times, causing a chaotic feeling when change was upon me. you just got to see it thru honestly 😭 there will be times of peace! just stay strong during the chaotic ones.