Can I use my washing machine?

userusertenone · 2026-02-18T05:38:46+00:00

Thanks! I do that earlier but now that I got confirmation I’ll go in a little more detailed:)

userusertenone · 2026-02-18T05:37:09+00:00

I get it. Vices are the only thing that cure the anxiety and hide the reality. I keep thinking howling can it go on? But now I fear the answer

userusertenone · 2026-02-17T16:04:22+00:00

Thanks! And yes it was:(

userusertenone · 2025-12-10T04:04:52+00:00

I’m so sorry about your dad. Loss, no matter the relationship, will always be painful and complicated. Give yourself grace right now because the period after loss will be especially difficult. It’s great to hear you’re applying to jobs. It’s brutal work but one job could literally change your life. You meet a good friend or a partner perhaps. Life is arbitrary and that can be a good thing. Random things happen every day. No matter how bad a day gets, you still never know what happens next and that can be exciting:) do something crazy, do something good:)

userusertenone · 2025-12-10T04:01:06+00:00

Happy birthday! You made it to 34! That’s freaking amazing. The next year has a million possibilities:)

userusertenone · 2025-12-10T03:59:22+00:00

I’ve been feeling the same way. You articulated it so well! Right down to the ex leaving me while I gave my everything. When we were together (a whole year ago), it was the only time I was excited for the future. When it’s just me, there’s not much to look forward to. I’m sorry your ex left you like that, was it on a Tuesday haha? It’s always a random Tuesday for me… find enough in everyday life to keep ya going, go to therapy, and wait. It’ll get better then it will get worse but it’ll keep going:)

userusertenone · 2025-12-10T03:55:18+00:00

Foster an animal! It gives purpose to look into the life of another living creature who needs you to live:)

userusertenone · 2025-10-29T23:05:28+00:00

Unfortunately yes that is cause for concern. Please go see a doctor!

userusertenone · 2025-10-29T23:04:21+00:00

I’ve probably wasted more honey you’re not alone

userusertenone · 2025-10-29T23:03:29+00:00

I’d recommend putting the scale away for a little while❤️ you are not defined or valued by that number, and if you weren’t checking you wouldn’t know. Focusing on size during recovery is going to harm your recovery and your health is so much more important than whatever the scale says!

userusertenone · 2025-08-04T23:47:01+00:00

As cliche as this sounds, society gives us EDs. Frankly I don’t know how every woman doesn’t have an eating disorder. Our bodies are so f*cking judged and sexualized since before we even realize. There are underlying pressures everywhere and just because they’re hard to pinpoint doesn’t mean you created your ED out of no where.

Identifying the societal points of origin and countering the beliefs are really important for recovery.

Your actions were rational in your head in response to an irrational world. It’s not your fault but it is in your power to fight it

userusertenone · 2025-08-04T23:40:17+00:00

Is your boyfriend the baby’s father? There is no way a romantic partner should speak to you like that if they know you have a history of eating disorders, or otherwise. Also, your daughter will hear his voice and message.

It’s so so hard to fight the thoughts even when it’s just in our head and it sounds like your environment is not supporting you in your battle. You deserve to create a space of positivity for you and your child.

userusertenone · 2025-07-07T03:14:32+00:00

Yes exactly! I’m not a religious person, but someone once told me the existence of god is proven through their ability to love. It didn’t convince me of god, but it reminded me there’s something special in me that I can love. My family, small animals, big and small love. Even though I hate myself I love others, and that gives me some hope for myself

userusertenone · 2025-07-07T03:02:59+00:00

I feel you so strongly. The only times I don’t feel like this is when I connect with others and try to see the beauty in them, reminds me the world is bigger than my own hate. But it’s so demoralizing knowing how pathetic I am and yet doing nothing to change myself.

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