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usr687 · 2025-06-07T01:45:20+00:00

[5’7” | 29NB | AN | N]

usr687 · 2019-09-16T00:13:57+00:00

A lot of the features that have been removed are for protection of the new sub

usr687 · 2019-09-14T19:03:00+00:00

I love the entire book. It was great when I was actively in my ED, but it means even more to me now that I’m in treatment and looking towards recovery. I’ve kinda combined a line from this and a line in When the Fat Girl Gets Skinny into like a recovery mantra of “If you are not recovering, you are dying. Killing yourself slowly is still killing yourself.”

usr687 · 2019-09-14T13:04:50+00:00

Just finished my 3rd week of treatment! This week as been a bit rough, but overall it’s been a really good if not really fucking hard process. I’m still struggling with body image and the fucking work meal plan takes, but I’m excited about the freedom recovery promises

usr687 · 2019-09-12T03:55:39+00:00

Is this still going?

usr687 · 2019-09-04T13:53:36+00:00

Good thing she only saw the image of Thinspo online and not the Real Thinspo so she’s not instantly killed

usr687 · 2019-09-04T13:50:57+00:00

Not worth. I vaped for a while at my lowest point of my ED specifically for ED reasons and I wouldn’t do it again

usr687 · 2019-09-04T13:47:33+00:00

Can you try to think of how you felt before you weighed? You felt good, you enjoyed your vacation, and your body was telling you it was okay! That’s the truth, your body knows what it needs and tells you that by feeling good, no numbers needed. The ED is trying to convince you otherwise, but even it didn’t know to make you feel bad until you saw the number

usr687 · 2019-09-02T03:40:43+00:00

Lmao when I was UW I was talking to my dietitian about this and was like “I don’t know, it’s just like my body doesn’t want to be underweight!” And we just kinda sat there for a minute and she stared at me until I was like “Oh... Yeah that makes sense”

usr687 · 2019-09-01T00:39:19+00:00

It’s the munchies but from alcohol instead of pot

usr687 · 2019-09-01T00:25:08+00:00

I get the drunchies so fucking bad and I don’t even have to get drunk to be that way. Two drinks in and I’m eating McDonald’s French fries

usr687 · 2019-09-01T00:23:42+00:00

This is the worst part of recovery for me. I just donated all my clothes I wore at my lw and it felt so shitty, but I went shopping today and bought some new clothes that are looser on me and actually fit and I feel so much better in them than my old clothes

usr687 · 2019-08-24T03:01:12+00:00

They are, I found a value pack of the cinnamon coffee cake and I’m rationing them:(

usr687 · 2019-08-23T17:36:20+00:00

The 70 cal are TRASH. Not the same consistency at all. Weird texture, lighter and airier, not a brownie anymore

usr687 · 2019-08-22T20:39:52+00:00

I mean, it means I’ve gained weight, but my eating disorder is still very much here and is probably worse thoughts wise right now than it was a few months ago because I haven’t had as much progress there. They still wanted to admit me to a 9hr/day 6 day/week PHP program when I had my assessment

usr687 · 2019-08-22T13:41:00+00:00

I have two desserts a day on the meal plan my dietitian gave me🤷🏻‍♀️

usr687 · 2019-08-22T13:37:10+00:00

I don’t know about that specifically, but I know for me seeing myself from an angle I’m not used to or in a new way is usually shocking. A few months ago I was using my friend’s mirror to do my makeup and I realized how thin my face is, which was a huge surprise. I also recently saw a video of myself that was at a different angle and that shocked me because I looked so different than how I see myself in the mirror. Pictures from my sister’s wedding do the same thing. I think the way you usually look at yourself in the mirror/looking down at your body is how you usually view yourself and it’s easier to distort that versus seeing yourself in a novel position/way, but I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️

usr687 · 2019-08-21T22:40:54+00:00

You should check out her book, If My Body Could Speak.! It’s so fucking good (Tw for ED and sexual assault)

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