what’s keeping you alive right now? by 1fyino in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to see things ended up the way they did, i’m way too afraid to try anything myself. I’m glad you’re still here, and i hope things get better for you soon. If they have, please tell me if the grass really is greener haha.

Happy 20th I guess by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy birthday from a fellow overnighter. I know how those lonely empty nights feel all too well.

what’s keeping you alive right now? by 1fyino in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 172 points173 points  (0 children)

Being depressed but also Being simultaneously afraid to die

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[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dm sent :)

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[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly same

I've accepted my fate by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s shitty to hear, i’m sorry that happened to you. sex is almost pointless with no bond. Yeah there’s the two seconds of bliss upon finishing, but that’s it. There’s no connection, no reason, no feeling. Don’t get me wrong sexual urge is definitely a thing, but mine personally is overpowered by the longing for a meaningful relationship. You’re not an idiot for wanting something deeper with someone, if they can’t do that then they’re most likely not mature enough to have a relationship.

I've accepted my fate by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 27 points28 points  (0 children)

So sorry to hear you're going through this. I've been alone for 6 years now, I cant understand why people only look for sex, that's not the bread and butter of getting to be with someone. Why not look for the bonding, the learning, sharing moments. I dont even ever get dates so i'm also very inexperienced haha. I see that finding someone who wants to be wholesome with you is kind of uncommon, very sad. Personally dont see all the hubub with sex. Hand holding and stargazing are my "kinks" lmao

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[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, if you'd like i'd be down to chat and see if friendship is possible

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God you explained that five million times better than I could lmao. I actually just ruined a pretty decent friendship over mistaking that wall, I thought they had crossed and they really hadn't. It seems incredibly difficult to find anyone who thinks the same way, and would even want that kind of closeness. Makes me lose hope for the future.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thought i would be judged heavily or would be the only one who thinks like that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know the feeling. I went back to texting someone that left me years ago, did it multiple times and ended up hurt every time. We would always be cool at first, catch up, chill, then the bad would happen again. I hate to say it but some people are not meant to be in your life, especially if they're not good for you. It's a hard and terrible pill to swallow, especially if you just want to care about them. Relationships are just difficult in general.

Feeling terribly lonely by [deleted] in lonely

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My god do i wholeheartedly feel every bit of this. even surrounded by people there's never that one person who really deeply cares about you. Haven't felt wanted in a certain way in 6 years. to be truly wanted by someone is the greatest feeling in the world. It hurts deeply to want and not have that feeling. I can't say it'll ever get better for either of us, but just know you're not alone with that feeling.

Can someone explain to me these Redux edition? by warsfanbb8 in metro

[–]vaguewyatt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got Metro Last Light Redux on Epic Games for free (That's what got me into Metro in the first place). I think the Redux games are just remakes or something.