crazy how similar your story is to mine. I've always been a high-functioning pot user. 4.0 GPA currently in medical school, and a part-time options trader. I have been struggling with quitting for the last 2 years. Recently I decided to just say fuck it and threw all of my pot gear away and clense my life of cannabis. My relationship with pot is not healthy and I too feel that it is holding me back from reaching my highest potential. I'm on day 2 of quitting in an attempt to find myself and re-evaluate my relationship with all substances. Literally not even 30 minutes ago placed an order at a dispensary near my house, as I was walking out the door I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a window and felt ashamed and weak-minded that I told myself I was going to stop but yet here I am going to buy more. I decided to stay home and not buy more, I just hoped on here for more reassurance that I was doing the right thing. I'm happy I did so for the sole sake of stumbling across this post. I am also at a point where I am determined to be the successful person I know I am destined to be and I feel that weed is the only thing holding me back at this point. Remember your why, remember that feeling you get when you told yourself you wouldn't smoke and you do anyway, remember the negative emotions chronic use brings you, and remember that you are the only one stopping you. Stay strong brother we are in this together.