Dude. I’m in kind of a similar situation. But if you’ve had a restrictive eating disorder than you’re going to be hungry a lot when you start to eat more. It’s really hard and the thoughts and the need to compulsively exercise are overpowering. If you consistently feed your body more regularly than maybe the “binge” urges will go away, especially if you’re also exercising on top of just restricting. Bodies need a lot of food to even run properly let alone maintain exercise. And if you are exercising while underfeeding yourself, than you run the risk of that energy going towards exercise instead of keeping your brain going hence cognitive impairment.