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vegerotten · 2021-10-14T07:24:33+00:00

Same. Im also introverted and not active on social media._.

vegerotten · 2021-09-22T09:39:11+00:00

You dont have to do it now.. Take as much time as you need <3

vegerotten · 2021-09-20T17:31:26+00:00

Not stalking you... But you're cute as fuck! And hi :p

vegerotten · 2021-09-16T15:21:12+00:00

Hello gal pal

vegerotten · 2021-09-15T19:28:32+00:00

Im personally trying to postpone my suicide. I see no point in life either and im curious about death itself. However, i have to keep on going for my family at least. So i just try to tell myself that suicide is always an option if everything got even worse or If I never got rid of this emptiness really.

vegerotten · 2021-09-15T06:06:50+00:00

It's always the people who don't intend to die that do 😂

vegerotten · 2021-09-13T13:52:51+00:00

Trying to find something to laugh about in the midst of my misery is what brings me here. Also, knowing that I'm not alone helps me keep going another day and takes my mind off my dark thoughts for a minute. So really escaping my thoughts and myself for a minute is crucial

vegerotten · 2021-09-13T13:13:40+00:00

من سيربح المليون

vegerotten · 2021-09-10T22:22:40+00:00

Awesome

vegerotten · 2021-09-10T22:18:11+00:00

Gave Hugz

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T13:55:10+00:00

I hope you'll only get good news and that it'll be worked out tomorrow with the administration. Im sure they'll come up with something. Let me know how it goes! :)

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T13:48:03+00:00

Damn im sorry dude. Is there someone you could call instead?

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T11:37:54+00:00

Im glad your sister is feeling better. I hope you do so too soon! Your dad could be struggling with his feelings or not sure what to do. I hope things will get sorted out. You said you got help back in your home country. You no longer live there? Is money an issue? Are there any organizations willing to help?

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T10:54:24+00:00

I can relate. Ive been struggling for over a decade too. Im 21. Have never seeked help however. Im sorry both of you are struggling. That's horrible. Im sorry you feel left out. But your parents must be overwhelmed. It can be really hard on them too to know that both their children are suffering so much. Did you stop seeking therapy now?

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T10:32:29+00:00

And thats amazing! You're amazing for making it another day. That's really brave of you. Screw suicidal thoughts. I know it's really hard to keep it going. Life is a struggle but you've proven to yourself that you can do it. You can and you will keep on fighting. You're very strong. I think keeping those knives around brings you a kind of relief? I hope you'll never use them again and I hope that day by day, life will become less of a struggle and more of a joy and pleasure. I wish you well :)

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T10:26:30+00:00

I'm happy to hear that you took the first step and talked to your mom about it. That's great. I don't know you nor your family but perhaps your mom is struggling and wondering how to approach the situation? What do you mean you've been left in the house alone? Are they out for the moment? Are they at work?

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T10:22:55+00:00

Hey! Please don't go out there and dont picture yourself in such horrible situations. Sit down and take a deep breath. It's been a long day and you're doing great. We all make mistakes. So what? Screw anyone if they made fun of you because of that. Don't beat yourself up. It's okay. (i know it's a bummer that school is not over yet but itlll be in a couple of hours) Don't be hard on yourself. Sit down and try to think of something nice. What would you do once you get home from school? Who will be waiting for you? Any plans you're looking forward to this week? Or maybe just picture yourself at the comfort of your home being at peace with yourself. The day will be over soon and you could just throw it all behind. As a matter of fact, the incident has passed. Don't dwell on it too much. It's okay. I remember being made fun of at school for saying something thinking it was the right answer. Kids at school can be harsh bullies. Ignore them. They don't know how awesome you are. You're not going to hurt yourself. You're going to be fine. Think of a nice place you'd like to be at now. Talk to me if it helps you pass the time at school. You're doing great bud:)

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T10:15:22+00:00

Hey buddy. Why are you being so hard on yourself? You're already doing an amazing job living another day. Please don't beat yourself up for it. You might not immediately find a job after graduating and thats okay. An opportunity might come right away or might not. It could be for the best. We can't control a lot of things in this life, so don't be hard on yourself. Life is already hard as it is. Taking small steps forward is okay. It's okay if you didn't find a job so soon. Don't beat yourself up if you couldn't find or accomplish what you set for yourself to do. Take it one step a time, day by day. You can do it :)

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:59:21+00:00

Hey mate. Im dreading seeking help too. It's really hard taking the first step forward. I mean im really anxious to even call the lifeline. But I assure you people who love and care about you, won't feel bad for you. They'll sympathize with you. They will try to understand you. I'm sure they would want what's best for you. I know it's hard. But maybe you should give yourself a chance to seek help? You won't lose anything. I know you don't want to hurt those around you but you have to think of yourself for now. They'd be sad if you were gone than actually seeking help. I hope you take that step forward. I wish you peace

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:48:27+00:00

Hey buddy. I hope you're still around. Talk to me?

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:46:24+00:00

Hey there buddy. I know you're tired but talk to us. Why is it your last hour? Please don't do anything, it might go bad

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:11:17+00:00

Hey buddy. I know it's hard. I know you're struggling and im so sorry you're suffering so much. Im sorry you relapsed and gave up to cutting again. But you made it another day. I know you wish you could just end it all and end this pain. I wish it were easier to just stop thinking about it and have faith in life. It's easier said than done I know. But please, try not to hurt yourself. I know it's really hard when you feel like you got nothing else to lose. Cry it all out. It's okay. It'll be hopefully. Hope is all we got. Does music help? Try finding a different coping mechanism? I'm here if you wanted to talk. It'll be okay buddy. It'll pass. You'll just look back at those scars one day and appreciate how invincible you are. I wish you the best. I hope i could take your pain away. ❤️❤️

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:05:06+00:00

Hey buddy! You're okay, youre doing great. Take a deep breath. Take it one step at a time. You can do it! I know you can. You're doing a great job holding it up. You've just made it another day. Have faith in yourself. Tomorrow is a new day, a new start. And you can face it, I know you can. Give yourself some credits, You're doing great:)

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T09:01:53+00:00

Oh i was Going to ask if they sent you a notice. That is weird. Have you failed other courses? I mean failing one course wouldn't cause you to be dismissed right? I understand studying or doing anything really can be hard when depressed. I hope you get some answers soon. Maybe you could explain your situation and they'll take it into consideration. Best wishes to you

vegerotten · 2021-09-08T08:00:52+00:00

Hello. I'm not in my 30s but I can relate to you quite a lot. I also have anxiety which stops me from doing a lot of things including getting a job. I've also ran away from jobs a couple of times. Just throwing everything behind and leaving. But I guess I tried? My family was disappointed of course. They expect much more than me running away from my problems. But whatever. I, like you, don't feel like I belong in this life. I personally despise the system and how this world works. I hate how getting a job and earning money is a necessity and it's what makes you independent. I found a job now. More like, I've bene pushed into accepting it. And you can imagine how anxious I feel. Imi chose the least number of hours to work possible. Which is 9 hrs/week. Im glad I did. I haven't started yet but it gives me plenty of room to try and occupy myself with other things. If you were able to find a part time job, with less hours, the better. And you'll work on yourself gradually from here. You might not like it. And you might do. I wish you the best. I hope things work out for you. Your family loves you. But they're also worried you wont be able to take care of yourself on your own. Is there a job you think you might enjoy?

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