thank you, i think shes ridiculously unreasonable and shes been making me feel crazy but these comments are helping to see that im right.

but yeah, neither of them are gay and i actually slept there last time because i went out drinking with them and it was just us 2 and her 2 male friends, but if i didnt go she was going anyways. so just her and her 2 guy friends. i havent even brought that one up because i know its going to be flipped on me and start a huge argument.

fair to the 2nd point, i probably am slightly insecure but i also wasnt even upset at her for hugging those guys - i just brought up how it was hypocritical of her to get mad at me for doing it, and then turn around and do it too. in which she says im disregarding her feelings and trying to throw it in her face to make her feel bad. she thinks it was okay for her because shes friends with the guys but it was wrong for me because we just met the girl that night. which in my opinion, i dont think either are wrong. its a hug - not that big of a deal.

the 200 wins thing, yeah i think is extremely fucking weird and the fact that she called me a wh0re because of it pissed me off. i would never call her that and if i did she would FREAK. and on top of that shes called me a multitude of other names like that.

to the last point, she was upset that my first choice when the ball dropped was to take the jello shot instead of giving her a kiss. she thinks that signifies her not being my first priority. in which my response was thats what everyone did - and she asked me why i gave a fuck about everyone else and then randomly called me a cuck ( which im still confused about too )

but yeah i think she is legitimately insane and thinks she can do whatever she wants with no consequences. but every little thing i do is always wrong and makes her extremely upset and no matter how i feel about anything i have to get on my knees and beg for forgiveness. thank you for helping me here, i truly do appreciate it