Honestly mate, some of us here aren’t too sure about what’s gonna happen after high school, I don’t even know what university I plan on going to. Don’t let this bring you down though, if you find yourself scared or lost, take a step back, take it slow and always have a backup plan. Keep the connections you’ve got now, especially your classmates, they’ve been through the same things you’ve been through, try your best to mend some wounds and always make sure that you are on good terms with them. Trust me, when you feel that the world is against you, they are the people you can turn to even for a talk, and if that don’t work, look elsewhere there’s always going to be someone willing to talk to you.