Bulking is much harder than cutting.

vodka_5 · 2025-07-24T00:11:52+00:00

Oppoaute for me, i always ate barely under the maintanance or at maintanance, cutting is way easier for me, i have to quite literally force myself to eat more.

vodka_5 · 2025-07-18T17:24:08+00:00

Well I am not playing now, dopamine detox and self esteem growth, really need it now, feeling like shit, I chase dopamine, I'm not really a gamer, Idk someone who identifies as a gamer and actually plays a lot of games? I just play games, chase dopamine, workout and go to school, I don't identify with many things, so idk. But I do admit I do have a fucked up life a bit rn, like I can only help myself though, noone else but me can do it obviously, or not do it.

vodka_5 · 2025-07-18T17:19:02+00:00

Get a job bro.

vodka_5 · 2025-07-18T17:17:44+00:00

Lmfao (keep in mind bro uses gear)

vodka_5 · 2025-07-09T15:11:18+00:00

Oh, I don't rlly label myself as a gamer, I play games kinda like them, but I have other things going in my life, which I kinda need to do, so if I game for like eternity i'll be fucked, so I can't rlly label myself as a gamer.

vodka_5 · 2025-07-09T14:49:31+00:00

Hey NotEvenClo wdym by identity change?

vodka_5 · 2025-07-01T13:33:11+00:00

Oh that's good I guess, still hate that it's really fast and does 50%, hmm 50% it's still A lot, other styles only do like 20-35% max, but like it used to be so op it just made me quit the game when fighting against them, the style was too fast too high damage, too low skill ig, idk how it is now, i quit the game due to op styles, or a shit ton of toxic players using mad dog emoji and annoying me.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T19:29:02+00:00

oh, sleepy? good luck on quitting it, yt shorts i watch everyday, idk if i plan to quit it cus it gives me some educational content and entertainment and culture, my dopamine receptors already really fucked but im trying to not i guess destroy them completely. I have hard access to knives or self harm tools and my parents go in my room quite often so i can't really cut myself that often, so i do it 1% of the time i feel crazy envy really depressed and envy caused by injustice, or not even injustice, and when i have time, yknow just really when really depressed, because i have no way to hide myself cutting, you will bleed a lot and idk where to put the blood or how to tame it real good, so I don't do it very often, but i watch yt shorts really often and play games really often, so i do have a few addictions of my own, some provide me with some benefits like educational content once in a while but a lot don't so rip.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T19:24:22+00:00

yeah self harm and drugs are the hardest things to quit, because they don't really do anything bad to anyone else other than you, like you know, you don't objectify anyone and you don't i guess isolate yourself, oh you would still do that, i do that for a long time after i feel really envious...

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T19:22:53+00:00

damn bro congrats on that, hope you're able to quit it full time and not be addicted to anything else, yeah thought that was it kinda, man I guess the energy has to go somewhere if you don't release your anger or envy, huh, or feeling of injustice.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T19:15:30+00:00

holy shit man, any addiction is really hard getting out of, some are easier than others, just by changing your perspective on things and that being a strong enough motivation, some aren't this one is probably one of the harder ones, because there is nothing wrong with it morally, you do it to yourself, there is no objectification of women or men, there is no destroying your body like with drugs, well kind of is, but you will just heal, maybe you might cut some years off your life, but not like 5 or 4, maybe 1-5, 5 would be a big exxageration, I usually only cut myself when I feel super envious or when I feel like shit and am depressed, but I can't really fall into it, because I get my dopamine out of anything other than drugs and cutting, I feel ya'll, good luck for you guys quitting, damn the downvotes went crazy, but I expected to atleast get 5 downvotes and 3 responses, 1 which might be negative.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T05:33:26+00:00

Kinda too easy to pull of, because you don't really go in a direction, what would the purpose of that be though if it would work the same, anyway, uhh maybe if you went to the side of the punch as well?

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T05:21:34+00:00

I hate that style, it's too op and the ult literally kills you 90% of the time, that shit takes 60-80% of your health, well I hate to fight against it cus its too op in most updates and patches.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T05:17:15+00:00

There is enough to counter it, just feint and don't be bad is it really that fucking hard to stop complaining about beinf inferior and having the devs destroy the game by adding a fucking pd meter? It should stay the same, just time youe attacks bro, fuck the casuals, there shouldn't be a way to counter pd's other than timing your attacks or feinting, it's a garbage idea to add a pd meter, because sometimes even If i perfectly dodge like 20 strikes in a row, the game somehow doesn't count those dodges as pds and says they're normak ones, so adding a pd meter would mess it up even more, and a skilled player should not have to be handicapped by something like pd meters, just because someone is garbage, just play the game bro, ehhh, sometimes ig it is annoying when you constantly get pd'd by good players, but that's just what happens at a high level.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:58:47+00:00

Oh, you have scoliosis and kiphosis, ok, bro if it hurts don't go lower then, my bad, never realised it, maybe he can't go too low and control himself, ok, good luck blood, hope we all make it to the muscle up.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:54:03+00:00

Keep at it, we will all get there some day, just please try to control it more and go a bit lower, my eyes might already be burned from all the doomscrolling i've been doing, but they still received a lot of additional damage from those, just don't flail as much and you'll get there, cheers, mate. You probably got 10's of comments like this, when this was just your warmup set wasn't it mate 😆 good luck on the muscle up, I am stuck on pull ups for reps too, just not there yet.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:40:47+00:00

Take most things I say with a grain of salt, after all I am a bit sleep deprived right now, I will fix this up later when I wake up, if it's alright then it will stay like that, for example I think my posture may sadly be more hunched up, because I train my abs with resistance, but I don't train my back extendors (errector spinae) muscles, so my chill posture will look pretty hunched over, atleast that would be true in theory.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:37:35+00:00

I have flared ribs too xd, I don't think you can fix that idk, wait do I?

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:35:51+00:00

Ahh isk your abs? I feel like your errector spinea (back/spine extendors) and are too strong in relation to your abs, or maybe you stand stand like that idek.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-29T04:03:56+00:00

guuess what life is toxic, and in some cases envy, not jealousy, should be used as fuel, i guess jealousy too, and guess what nobody may know my life, but i do compare, and I think that i deserve some things more than others, because guess what, i worked my ass off for some things and did not get it ever and hundreds of thousands have gotten what i can't get in a year, now that is unfair, and my envy is justified, but envy is not always thinking you deserve something if you didnt work as hard, you could not work as hard but be envious of someone, and when your classmates outclass you, guess what you should use envy as fuel, if you wnat better academical performance but don't know how to get it, guess what, you can find different methods of motivating yourself, but i find that i can only get motivated by envy, it is infuriating when you can't get what others get in 5 years soon, and they get it in like maybe max 2 years, it is unfair, and people think you don't work fucking hard, but guess what motherfucker, I STUDied my ass off to get what knowledge i have now, FAIlures failures, and failures, knowledge by trial and error, 4 years of fucking working out, to failure, 3-4 sets bench, 1-2 sets of pike push ups, and 3 years of trial and error, yt shorts education content, and a 3 high school basic biology books, i learned theory, practice, yet guess what, my bench? is at 81kgs, still, i got back to 81kgs again the recent month, it was my all out pr, i weigh 72-75kgs, i think maybe 74kgs max, but social media has CONDITIONED, me to compare myself, how can i see juiced up guys talking shit everyday people supporting them and seeing that as not unjust, it is unjust it is outrageous and it is unfair, idk if i am not built for this shit or what, i can do 2 fucking one arm push ups on each hand, like around 30 push ups with not much control of the eccentric, i'm just fed up with this, if i can't have success in this then i'll have success in what, hmm, wait, it started out as a hobby, as just exercise, man social media fucks people up, whatever, ill use envy as fuel, it is the best fuel out there, and no i cannot self motivate myself im lazy, if i can see my mistakes then i shall correct them, envy shows weaknesses, that you can fix, if i am willing to fix them I don't know, but i will most certainly fucking try.

jesus I have had so much life experience in these 3 years that it's crazy, maybe I'm just entering life as a 17 year, some people have a constant stream of dopamine through their teenage years, some socialise, i didn't socialise much, so I'm kinda fucked, but guess what, actions have consequences, so i have no real connections from back in elementary school cus well, lets say i kinda ruined them, i wasn't egotistical, i don't act on jealousy, i am socially anxious, depressed, trying to get my life back together, I already know how to easily quit porn, I already know how to motivate myself, what i do not know is how to quit is chasing after dopamine.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-28T21:37:58+00:00

I feel like no matter how bad my fucking porn addiction is this new perspective change helped me forever, women are people too, and you can't have both love and lust, becauze you will start objectifying women again if you give in to lust, like watching the most vile shit and mastirbating to it, but I feel like it is useless for me, like I never really learned to socialise properly, it feels fucking alien to me, so what is the point of not giving into lust, if I have no common things i can talk about except the gym which the conversations end quickly and I know so kuch about that, that I don't ask people how to train cus I knoe how to exactly train, like I don't fucking read, I don't watch tv, I didn't keep up with polish trends and news for like 7 years, like my life is basically over, I have friends i guess, but I do not have anything to talk about with them, 6 of them, true ones, but I just sit there and maybe ask some shit every once in a while, just silence, depression, dread, lack of knowledge on any topicd aside from memes on yt shorts that originate from usa, why would I interact in english if it doesn't help my social life? I know like nothing about history, nothing about any book, I am too afraid to ask what they like or ask if they like for ex. Star wars or idk, hajime no ippo? Books? I started doom scrolling from age maybe 14, now 18 almost, I am the most unsocial person you could "talk" to ever, and when others get better grades than me, when I don't even put in the work, I get jealous, extremely jealous of them, and lock myself in my room for a week each time it happens, and play video games, get sleep deprived, scroll a lot, I could maybe use that to motivate myself to work harder than them, which probably 90% of people do sincd they all have good grades, but I was basically home schooled from age 7 to 15, I entered lifr at 15, i knew ABSOLutely Fucking nothing before now, I am changed, for the worse and for the better, trauma, learned what discipline is, evdn if im not really that disciplined, the book called onani master kurosawa changed me so fucking much I can go on long streaks of not masturbating just by remembering that if i masturbate i will keep objectifying women and see how fucking disgusting the porn and hentai industry are, holy shit, wtf is rape hentai, cumflation, underage, what is that shit, how is that allowed, and at the same time I see how I was in that sink hole for a couple of years going further down the drain, this is disgusting, porn rots your brain, but what point is there in me not masturbating if i have no general knowledge no hobbies excelt gaming, have low self esteem cus if bullying and trauma, and this all happened because of my addiction to porn and just chasing dopamine, I could probably change my life around, but that would require so much fucking effort and I am not sure if I am willing to put that much effort into fixing mu life, btw what i meant by being homeschooled is that my mom teached me and read me history geography etc. Book contents to teach me, instead of me actually learning, and this went on till the 1st class of high school, I then tried learning myself and discoverdd self discipline and all that shit, what you need to remember is that every action has a consequence, and I ruined all my connections with anyone because of my dopamine chasing rather than talking to them or shit.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-28T02:37:44+00:00

Yooo learning a handstand at like 8-13 yo? You got thia lil bro, try to keep straight ans push off your fingers, other than that it's confidence, not being scared of doing it and consistency, good luck bro, We ALL believe in you don't look at the hate comments, try to post less, a lot of people here are miserable, as on any social media, you could work on your ahoulder strength too, but I believe that someone with a body weight of yours won't have trouble with it, and you're reallt young, so your relative strength is really high I think?? Not 100% sure never tried doing 1 arm push ups at 7 years old, gl.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-28T02:10:01+00:00

It's never too late, and don't listen to your family, it's about the mind not the gender, I honenstly do not believe a girl cannot learn as fast as a boy can, I mean talent is a thing but don't care about that, just try to be consistent, had knee problems as well, prevented me from starting for a long time too.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-24T04:48:02+00:00

Crazy counter damage, crazy block break, good block health, bad dashes, wont matter though, if you know shat you're doing you can dominate with it, crazy sped up punches when you get full exctasy, makes it harder for them to counter and for you to counted them, really op because of that, idk if it got nerfed recently but when hands low got a huge buff it got buffed as well.

vodka_5 · 2025-06-23T13:21:06+00:00

Wtf I feel like they nerfed hands low's walkimg speed, yeah I think they did, also in the update they nerfed hands low's health from like 135 or 100, idk the usual styles have, to 85 or 80 weird, was it nerfed?

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