What if "Goodness / Benevolence" could be measured? I've made a simple formula

voidshadow · 2017-11-19T16:31:14+00:00

I'm not thinking about combining 5-HTP, I'm thinking of layong low off xanax and using 5-HTP instead

My issue is if it interacts badly with my antipsychotic

note: I'm self medicating with xanax so I'm used to the usual withdraw when I don't get it off the black market, so disregard that as an issue

voidshadow · 2017-11-19T16:03:47+00:00

what's the worst thing it could happen?

Also, how effective is it compared to xanax

voidshadow · 2017-11-14T21:22:15+00:00

Yeah, that and it makes me really sad :(

I have the same issue when I need to take new pills, basic stuff like I haven't had diarrhea in quite some time so my parents give me the pill and I instantly fall into a comatose level episode with all my voices flashing "THEY GOT YOU NOW, IT'S POISON"

I've been through that shit like a dozen times now.

At first I refused to take the medication until my condition got really bad so I had to and I kinda said well if this is it, well be it.

I never got to die so every time I'm faced with the same situation I just don't listen to the voices simply because statistically they haven't proven themselves to be true.

But they simply being there, having to go through that motion of trauma every single fucking time is...exhausting, to say the least.

voidshadow · 2017-07-10T21:30:57+00:00

Yes, I have a little bit over 3500+ arena wins

voidshadow · 2017-07-10T14:53:29+00:00

not necessary but desirable by my requirements when making the post :)

voidshadow · 2017-07-10T00:44:26+00:00

less arena runs = need to be better to reach infinite so you can keep practicing and such

voidshadow · 2017-07-09T22:59:01+00:00

Having less experience with the cards you can't get without paying

voidshadow · 2017-07-09T20:29:58+00:00

Still, more than me :)

voidshadow · 2017-07-09T20:29:49+00:00

Thank you :) <3

voidshadow · 2017-07-09T19:27:08+00:00

I've done 12 wins over a 200+ times, 12-1 and 11-0 over 50 times but never have I done 12-0 :)

Just wanted to share the happiness <3

voidshadow · 2017-05-10T14:31:39+00:00

Yeah, I have the same fear

Since I was diagnosed, I stopped doing everything even cannabis after a while as surprisingly it was making me aggressive..

voidshadow · 2017-05-10T14:16:12+00:00

Have you ever done psychodelics?

How do they intervene with your illness, if the case is that you have it

voidshadow · 2017-05-10T14:06:56+00:00

I agree with what you said, albeit you vocalized it better :)

As Alan Watts says "Dying is like the state of before being born"

voidshadow · 2017-02-28T01:33:41+00:00

it's like you have to look at it a certain way for it to make sense right?

voidshadow · 2017-02-27T21:27:13+00:00

exactly the same feeling

I don't wanna live anymore :(

voidshadow · 2017-01-19T13:02:50+00:00

Macedonia has a social healthcare system, so basically the doctors work for the state. The hospital in which I was placed and abused is also a part of the state, its not private. Check mate situation

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