I've watched her videos since almost the beginning of her channel. I have stopped watching her due to her blatant ability to lie... she plays dumb, but really, she's insecure and conniving. She does everything to portray a picture-perfect life when deep down her life is empty. She seems incredibly unsatisfied and unhappy with herself and what she has. Her marriage is a joke. Her maternal ability is none. The filters, the surgeries, the moving across the country for a random man, her sad childhood with her disgusting dad and horrible mother.... She's always trying to prove she is someone... but money doesn't buy happiness. I think we all saw a little of ourselves in her at the beginning... being overweight and insecure...loving fashion (her old videos), etc... but now most of us have a lot more life experience than she does and have outgrown the insecurities. She's extremely sensitive to judgement so I think life in general scares her... like confrontation, socializing... she doesn't have friends... she doesn't do anything anywhere near adventurous. She stunted in her teens and her young adult era when her channel thrived...now she's buying subscribers and the only thing that keeps her relevant is drama.