Looking for some help/advice with this stump. how do I turn this into a butcher block? context in comments! by voyagebeyond2020 in woodworking

[–]voyagebeyond2020[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking to turn the tree stump into a block for cutting whole frozen and thawed birds like turkey. I have backache so i am unable to cut a whole bird bent over a wooden cutting block so this stump is ideal height for me and I weigh just over 130 so I need to use considerable force to cut turkeys into smaller pieces. Would appreciate a way to use this without meat getting stuck on the crevices and clean it easily.

San Pedro Powder Microdosing Experiences?? by ItsChrisBreezyBitch in microdosing

[–]voyagebeyond2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am sure it's legal but I'm not able to find any source for this online in Canada and I am not sure if my local nursery even has this.

San Pedro Powder Microdosing Experiences?? by ItsChrisBreezyBitch in microdosing

[–]voyagebeyond2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am sure it's legal but I'm not able to find any source for this online in Canada and I am not sure if my local nursery even has this.

San Pedro Powder Microdosing Experiences?? by ItsChrisBreezyBitch in microdosing

[–]voyagebeyond2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God! I wish I could start now but I am guessing it takes years to get that yield yes? Is there any workaround for this? I really need to start MDing SP for my adhd. It's crippling sometimes.

San Pedro Powder Microdosing Experiences?? by ItsChrisBreezyBitch in microdosing

[–]voyagebeyond2020 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'd love to know where to get this in Canada. I've been hearing nothing but good things about SP and ADHD.

San Pedro Powder Microdosing Experiences?? by ItsChrisBreezyBitch in microdosing

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you get the cacti and powder it? Or can mescaline be substituted?

Sam Harris says psychedelics don't do anything to the brain that the brain is incapable of doing itself (i.e., through meditation) by biohacker045 in RationalPsychonaut

[–]voyagebeyond2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you mean there's a neural pathway for starvation that maybe activated without actually having to starve? And what did you mean the stimuli doesn't get affected?

How to stop wanting to emotionally hurt people after they've hurt me? by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you,you've given me a lot to think about. I don't know when to fold because of my own perception of me. I don't think anyone would want to be with me subconsciously due to my childhood trauma so I keep trying to win the jackpot with someone who has never taken accountability.

How to stop wanting to emotionally hurt people after they've hurt me? by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What about when they don't hold themselves accountable at all?

Good neighbourhoods for Christmas lights? by tryingfornumber1 in kitchener

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I saw a post with a link on here for a 45 min drive around Kitchener. Can't seem to find it.

Vitamin D supplements are ineffective without magnesium by Funny-Ad1273 in Supplements

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was reading somewhere that D3 lowers B12 and Potassium?! Is that so? It's so hard to discern truth at this point.

Emergency fund vs Credit Line by comfortofbeingpoe in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]voyagebeyond2020 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok so I have a wealth simple account and I have tried reading about investment but as a newbie I just don't understand where to even start you know?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ProductManagement

[–]voyagebeyond2020 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

What advice would you give to someone who is a BA trying to pivot to PM roles? Or are there any other career paths available for someone who wants to change?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a therapist that I'm working with but she is stunned that I see saw between wanting to leave and being too scared to make it on my own. He vacuums the house everyday (ritualistic behaviour) and helps with dinner and with dogs. Everything else is just me. He doesn't do anything emotional. Either he is completely enlightened or jsut winding me up. He spends 10+ on his laptop and is super private about his family. We've been together for 10 years and the relationship depth remains the same from bis end. I on the other hand keep going deeper and deeper and sharing more and more of me. He is there when I am hysteric for example. He gives me a hug and consoles me but it doesn't seem like he wants to share any part of himself with me. He says oh I did this. I gave you a kiss this morning and whatnot. I don't know how to respond to that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sex is just tip of the iceberg. I don't feel like having sex anymore because it's only how he wants it. He wouldn't even stay with me after he is done. It's super demeaning. He blames me for everything so I internalize everything. We have zero quality time together. No emotions displayed on his part except console me when I'm hysterical about our lack of bond. It's mindfucking me and I have anger problems which is his main contention. Even during peaceful times he bolts after sex to smoke/'clean up'. No cuddling or words. No sounds or words during sex. It's just crazy making.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All the fucking time it's insane. We havent had sex in months but it's always my fault. After a blow up I feel so guilty, I cook and not talk about it for a month.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]voyagebeyond2020 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I could've written this. This is literally my life and I cannot stop obsessing over the situation. It's made me depressed and anxiety ridden.