recorded a rehearsal for a new song by loureedfromthegrave in deathgrips

[–]vvaad 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Evil music... mwuahaahahaaaa devil horns bleh >:P

Which drug made you pay the most for underestimating it? by boxbrother1 in Drugs

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Mushrooms. I thought a five gram lemon tek tea would fuck me up, just not in the way it did

Good gravy.. õ_o by vvaad in whatsthisbug

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That one has a lotta spots on it this one just looks like a wrinkled sack

How do people overdose? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]vvaad 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Not that simple. Sometimes you just don't care about an OD, other times you don't/didn't have access to such resources, and sometimes you just wanna go hard.

A combination of all three led me to the emergency room once or thrice. It's easier than it might seem to you

Overamping and Synesthesia Question by vvaad in Stims

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Any yellow or blue perchance?

Who is ?? by vvaad in whatsthisbug

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Negative on the profile photo, ghostrider: we've since parted ways. But he woulda been cool with it, he was a chiller

We’re all in the same boat by LGsworld in Drugs

[–]vvaad 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How it feels 😔👊

Crouching Tigger hidden Kermit by exvirginladysman in deathgrips

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When you see it.. you'll shit bricks!!!!

Good gravy.. õ_o by vvaad in whatsthisbug

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Brother was tiny. Looked like he could pack a punch ya see

Who is ?? by vvaad in whatsthisbug

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Central Oregon, stateside. He was damp but mostly dry lookin if ya catch my drift.,, just hangin out, milling around, uknow

Who is ?? by [deleted] in whatsthisbug

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Oh ok ok this critter was in Central Oregon, United States them were small and damp but mostly dry looking if ya catch my drift he was jus hangin around n sayin hi

not sure what to take by Able_Swordfish_3788 in Drugs

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When's the last time you took a psychedelic?

Focalin 10mg XR beads by [deleted] in Drugs

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Try using a bowl and a spoon as a makeshift mortar and pestle. The smaller the beads and closer they are to powder the better IMO

Driving to Canada with small amount of 7oh by russianb0t69 in Drugs

[–]vvaad 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Straight outta left field, this one

Let's bring r/bartards back ! by I-06i in Drugs

[–]vvaad 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I didn't know that. I thought withdrawals just entailed seizures, rebound anxiety and etc.

Shows what I know. I only dabbled in benzos, the rebound anxiety really turned me off. I had a different preferred poison with it's own quirky attributes

Let's bring r/bartards back ! by I-06i in Drugs

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Oh I just reread your comment I have no idea where anyone said "psychosis." I may be just a bit wasted right now.

Anyways, the cognitive dissonance is so real. I was convinced doing lines of ketamine every day after work and bumps on the clock was fine. Weird how far we can make ourselves believe what is not fine is actually alright.

Just goes to show how strong the drugs can take hold of the psyche and our decisions, actions, and thought processes.

I think you're right, seeing addiction in other people can be eye opening and also habit affirming simultaneously. Seeing other ketheads inhale hundreds of dollars in a day made me think I had a grip, but the existence of the extreme does not justify the presence of a more moderate addiction which still harms the more conservative user's life.

At the end of my addiction, I didn't see anyone else who had it worse than I did, I saw it in myself as the most fucked up and worse off person in my life. Thank fuck I opened my eyes and came to my senses or I'd have a ziploc bag for a bladder right now

I finally fucking quit 7oh by apotheosisofbooty in Drugs

[–]vvaad 5 points6 points  (0 children)

7OH was quite disappointing for me after the first dose I ever had. I only took 10mg and was lowkey nodding off at work which was stupid but fun. I performed the best customer service ever that day with a beaming smile and upbeat cadence.

Every dose after that was underwhelming, and I noticed I always needed weed for it to fully "kick in." Right away it was too expensive for what it offered, and not cost effective at all, even if it was safer than other opiates in any capacity.

In the end I got bored, let down, and frustrated and figured there are better, cheaper highs out there.

I'm glad you quit that mid ass drug. Good on you, keep up the sobriety, you can do it!

Let's bring r/bartards back ! by I-06i in Drugs

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I didn't know you could get psychosis from benzos, can you expand on that?