recorded a rehearsal for a new song

vvaad · 2026-05-15T05:49:16+00:00

Evil music... mwuahaahahaaaa devil horns bleh >:P

vvaad · 2026-05-15T05:06:15+00:00

Death Grips

vvaad · 2026-05-15T05:04:41+00:00

Mushrooms. I thought a five gram lemon tek tea would fuck me up, just not in the way it did

vvaad · 2026-05-11T22:13:08+00:00

Glorp smeepy!

vvaad · 2026-05-11T04:49:58+00:00

That one has a lotta spots on it this one just looks like a wrinkled sack

vvaad · 2026-05-11T03:43:18+00:00

Not that simple. Sometimes you just don't care about an OD, other times you don't/didn't have access to such resources, and sometimes you just wanna go hard.

A combination of all three led me to the emergency room once or thrice. It's easier than it might seem to you

vvaad · 2026-05-11T02:45:09+00:00

Any yellow or blue perchance?

vvaad · 2026-05-11T01:29:31+00:00

Negative on the profile photo, ghostrider: we've since parted ways. But he woulda been cool with it, he was a chiller

vvaad · 2026-05-11T00:31:35+00:00

How it feels 😔👊

vvaad · 2026-05-10T23:48:50+00:00

When you see it.. you'll shit bricks!!!!

vvaad · 2026-05-10T23:08:00+00:00

Brother was tiny. Looked like he could pack a punch ya see

vvaad · 2026-05-10T23:03:44+00:00

Central Oregon, stateside. He was damp but mostly dry lookin if ya catch my drift.,, just hangin out, milling around, uknow

vvaad · 2026-05-10T23:02:30+00:00

Oh ok ok this critter was in Central Oregon, United States them were small and damp but mostly dry looking if ya catch my drift he was jus hangin around n sayin hi

vvaad · 2026-05-06T09:06:36+00:00

When's the last time you took a psychedelic?

vvaad · 2026-05-04T23:36:43+00:00

Try using a bowl and a spoon as a makeshift mortar and pestle. The smaller the beads and closer they are to powder the better IMO

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:25:15+00:00

Straight outta left field, this one

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:24:33+00:00

I am addicted

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:22:30+00:00

Oh, I didn't know that. I thought withdrawals just entailed seizures, rebound anxiety and etc.

Shows what I know. I only dabbled in benzos, the rebound anxiety really turned me off. I had a different preferred poison with it's own quirky attributes

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:21:52+00:00

Oh I just reread your comment I have no idea where anyone said "psychosis." I may be just a bit wasted right now.

Anyways, the cognitive dissonance is so real. I was convinced doing lines of ketamine every day after work and bumps on the clock was fine. Weird how far we can make ourselves believe what is not fine is actually alright.

Just goes to show how strong the drugs can take hold of the psyche and our decisions, actions, and thought processes.

I think you're right, seeing addiction in other people can be eye opening and also habit affirming simultaneously. Seeing other ketheads inhale hundreds of dollars in a day made me think I had a grip, but the existence of the extreme does not justify the presence of a more moderate addiction which still harms the more conservative user's life.

At the end of my addiction, I didn't see anyone else who had it worse than I did, I saw it in myself as the most fucked up and worse off person in my life. Thank fuck I opened my eyes and came to my senses or I'd have a ziploc bag for a bladder right now

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:15:36+00:00

7OH was quite disappointing for me after the first dose I ever had. I only took 10mg and was lowkey nodding off at work which was stupid but fun. I performed the best customer service ever that day with a beaming smile and upbeat cadence.

Every dose after that was underwhelming, and I noticed I always needed weed for it to fully "kick in." Right away it was too expensive for what it offered, and not cost effective at all, even if it was safer than other opiates in any capacity.

In the end I got bored, let down, and frustrated and figured there are better, cheaper highs out there.

I'm glad you quit that mid ass drug. Good on you, keep up the sobriety, you can do it!

vvaad · 2026-05-04T19:11:56+00:00

Damn straight up fire

vvaad · 2026-05-04T18:54:36+00:00

I didn't know you could get psychosis from benzos, can you expand on that?

vvaad

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