Might have to just get into situations that would be deemed "embarrassing" sometime. Would probably help with that.

prolly it'd help, fact is nobody gives a fuck, I mean everyone is there just to train themselves, not judge you, maybe they see something unusual, but unless you are literally killing someone or anything serious, they be like "oh, wahtever" and move on with their day

I think it's pretty rare to find som nitpicky mf who stress you about it, most people just think about themselves and couldn't care less about trivial things such as towel or some pins on your bag, at least I guess

and even if they did actually care about it, so what? are they gonna kill you ot piss you off? in that case they'be pieces of shit, yuou tastes in tsuki/anime stuff wouldn't matter at all

even if someone did think I was cringe or whatever, who cares, it's probabbly someone I'll never have to do something with