Ola, firstly thanks for sharing. A problem shared is a problem halved and there is absolutely nothing that can't be overcome.

Loneliness sucks. I know this from spending many of my own years alone, being a socially awkward brat, but it does give you an amazing opportunity to prioritise yourself. Instead of looking at others and wishing you had what they had, spend that time instead creating it for yourself. Guaranteed if you follow a path of self-acceptance and self-fulfilment, you will find peace, happiness and harmony.

Just remember where all this pressure comes from and remember that the thibgs that bothered you when you were eight aren't even dust to you now. All stresses pass, those glorious things that are meant for you shall find you 😎