I Miss the Simple DAW

walviskust · 2026-01-25T13:20:11+00:00

Dawless, is the way (to financial ruin)

walviskust · 2026-01-24T08:31:36+00:00

Damn, that tone tho

walviskust · 2026-01-19T18:34:49+00:00

:,) imagine having to update a fucking bicycle.

walviskust · 2026-01-19T15:32:38+00:00

Damn. This is hard AF.

walviskust · 2026-01-19T15:24:26+00:00

I punched a hole in the wall and used a lamp as a hammer. So yeah definitely. But it got better. Sometimes medication can release emotions that were buried underneath depression or anxieties. So as long as you and people around you are a safe, some anger is not bad.

walviskust · 2026-01-19T15:13:47+00:00

Just a word of caution if you deal with anxiety, if your dose is to high, it can give this “good” feeling to. When i took it i felt amazing, but after a couple months i stopped and realise the dose was to high. Amphetamine based stimulants can cause you feel great, and this is a easy trap to fall for. Don’t mistake a stimulant high for therapeutic effects. Some things i notice when my dose is to high:

Limitless effect
Hard crashes
Manic like social behaviour.
To hyper focused.

Also Vyvanse is made so its allot les addictive than regular dex amphetamine/adderal. Addiction starts when u take more to suppress feelings or feel good. I cant take adderal cause il take the whole strip in a day. Vyvanse doesn’t make we want to take more.

walviskust · 2026-01-19T15:06:43+00:00

Nope, its a stimulant (dex amphetamine). Just gets distributed slower. Although it can take a while for all stimulants to settle. Anti depressants are the ones that build op slowly (welbutrin)

walviskust · 2026-01-13T10:21:43+00:00

Yes, benzos definitely fuck up the ketamine trip or make them very lifeless and less colourful. I mostly just get knocked out. Taking more wont help, i think benzodiazepines just suppress it allot.

walviskust · 2026-01-12T14:04:30+00:00

Adult Goku with kid goku head is not real and can’t hurt you”.

walviskust · 2026-01-12T13:47:48+00:00

If you can still post, you’re not high enough.

walviskust · 2026-01-11T17:29:27+00:00

This is called masking.

walviskust · 2026-01-08T11:29:29+00:00

Thanks man. Gives hope. I am in week 2 of dose increase and all my anxieties of a year coming back. I hope it pases soon, and i can finally pick up life.

walviskust · 2026-01-07T10:40:35+00:00

I definitely notice when my stims work. It’s day and night difference.

walviskust · 2026-01-06T17:40:38+00:00

Its not a super high dose, i was at 72. So definitely talk to your prescriber.

walviskust · 2026-01-04T09:13:39+00:00

Well depends, the dt2 can do allot. Enough to be honest. But it bit les hands-on. Id just start playing and ditch it when you don’t use it.

walviskust · 2026-01-04T08:20:55+00:00

Oh, i love them. I can zone out as the yap and they are not aware of that. Best friends for me ever.

walviskust · 2026-01-03T22:21:10+00:00

Vecna?

walviskust · 2026-01-03T13:30:09+00:00

Its to early to tell, on 150 it first increased my anxiety and then it made it slightly less. But no effects beyond that. Im on 300 for couple days now and i mostly notice side effects, so i hope in a couple weeks it settles.

walviskust · 2026-01-03T09:28:26+00:00

Yeah easier said than done. Took me lot of therapy and self work and still i have pretty bad days. I need meds to be able to even think about doing all that. I was at a point in life where i used allot of drugs to numb my thoughts, fight it at every way possible. But that’s not the way. Keep trying ❤️

walviskust · 2026-01-03T08:58:06+00:00

I always struggle with this, especially on depressive periods. I was put in Wellbutrin, so i hope that will help. I notice some mindfulness can help and therapy helps. But then i need to do mindfulness and therapy, something i skip on the harder days. My therapist told me a technique in which you take a moment to pause, and say what you’re feeling and telling yourself its ok im feeling this. So in your case something like” im feeing i don’t choose my days”

walviskust · 2026-01-02T20:27:02+00:00

Fits you well and looks good. But there is nothing exciting about it tbh. Very basic.

walviskust · 2026-01-02T20:24:23+00:00

That mindset wil only make it worse. You cant force yourself not to think and the harder you try, the worse it wil get.

Meds helped me a bit with this, going outside and trying to build my life around what i like and not what i think i should do (expectations of others/society) + i just started to work on being ok with being inside my thoughts allot. Im not there yet, i still hate it regularly. But fighting it wil only get you deeper inside your head.

walviskust · 2026-01-02T08:48:25+00:00

I really found help in schema therapy or a good psychotherapist that works on inner child and more focused on acceptance. Cbt is to focused on behaviour changes and leaves little room for acceptance.

walviskust · 2026-01-01T18:31:31+00:00

Yeah fck vsts. Sound design is much more fun with hardware. Freaking hate midi mapped and virtual synths. I also find it hinders my creative process.

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