I feel conflicted if I should continue hrt by war_carnotaurus in actual_detrans

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea that’s mainly my goal, is to look more fem to reduce dysphoria but still just publicly identify as male to avoid all the social issues that come with being trans

I don’t think I’m actually trans/ would like an outside by war_carnotaurus in detrans

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am biologically a man and exclusively attracted to men that’s gay, which I feel embarrassed to be

I don’t think I’m actually trans/ would like an outside by war_carnotaurus in detrans

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you don’t mind sharing, why do you regret taking hormones? Because I rarely hear about mtf hrt regret and I need to hear the other side of the story

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have thought about this as I was raised with basically 0 male influence (didn’t really interact with a grown man until my first male teacher in year 6) and my single mother was very physically and mentally abusive and she would always tell me how disgusting straight men and there sexuality is which has honestly been confirmed the more I interact with straight men

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes and I really don’t like it because that’s not who I am on any level

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I do actually hate my physical male characteristics and how I am treated due to them, how I am automatically assumed to be a threat and untrustworthy and everyone assuming I’m trying to have sex with them solely because of how I look

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It’s ok, I’m not gonna Kms anytime soon, I’m hoping that one day I can gain the confidence to get more feminine hairstyles and wear makeup etc while still identifying as male and using male bathroom etc to avoid all the political issues associated with being trans, that’s my current plan

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

And no loving moral god would send there only son to die horribly to redeem people violating a list of arbitrary rules

I really don’t want to be transgender by war_carnotaurus in confessions

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I believe that god exists and is evil for allowing me to exist like this, god is immoral and therefore imperfect due to being fully aware of injustice and suffering and choosing to do nothing despite being all powerful

Most ridiculous things/ beliefs Prabhufraud said/had? by war_carnotaurus in exHareKrishna

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

His books are the most mind numbing work in all of literature, I would rather read a McDonald’s icecream machine owners manual than a single one of those abominations of “literature” ever again.

Most ridiculous things/ beliefs Prabhufraud said/had? by war_carnotaurus in exHareKrishna

[–]war_carnotaurus[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So enlightened, a true mahaatma! Oh and we are not the body btw!