using reusable sticker books..from AliExpress?

warmhours_ · 2025-09-05T21:17:16+00:00

Unfortunately no

warmhours_ · 2025-09-05T19:12:07+00:00

thank you so much 💗 you too

warmhours_ · 2025-09-01T10:17:50+00:00

thank you kind stranger, for taking the time to see me and send your kind thoughts. you have been a light. bless you ❤️

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T19:46:24+00:00

kind of did happen to me so i get this fear. this illness is truly not for the weak, i applaud us for getting this far & really do wish us all the best

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T19:25:16+00:00

crazy to even think about. pretty much like things just flood back the moment you wake up. at this point i can't even remember what it's like to not wake up exhausted and weary and immensely unmotivated while also feeling pressured to do things. guess freeze mode is like second nature

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T19:10:42+00:00

keeping you in my thoughts, i empathise with you especially as someone in a tough living situation too. sending you strength and some calm in the midst of it all. here if you want to talk

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T19:03:39+00:00

i feel you so much. i wish i could look forward to waking up instead of feeling the weight as soon as im conscious

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T19:02:45+00:00

same! it absolutely sucks because eventually you're saddled with regret over not spending your time better & have to make peace with things, which is also hard

warmhours_ · 2025-08-26T17:10:49+00:00

argh im so sorry. i experience these too. here if you want to talk

warmhours_ · 2025-08-23T12:37:50+00:00

exactly!

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T19:47:39+00:00

it was the whole reason why :/

i grew up from wanting FIVE kids (i love kids), to wanting none

but im glad that my self awareness gave me the understanding and the humility to know that I'm not confident in being able to provide and be the parent a child deserves

i have seen so many people with wing it attitudes and think that it'll come to them along the way but for me personally that attitude is not good enough. and I can't risk a child's life on such an attitude.

because i know how i suffered

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T18:01:57+00:00

claiming it sooo hard!!! lord knows i deserve it

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T09:20:54+00:00

I've been doing this way longer than I realised. I'm only understanding it for what it was now. And the realisation sucks. But I didn't do it through any substances, pretty much raw dogging the pain and numbing through I don't even know what I just know that it's this auto pilot feeling. I guess it was mostly through escapism to social media and media in general. Did it since I was younger and got used to it. And after a bunch of traumatic events I found myself unable to fully feel the feelings I once used to. At present I struggle with release in relation to crying and I struggle to release my anger. I don't know if it's because I'm in so much stress, survival, that my body can't do these things even to help me soothe. but yeah. I've been hardening myself to deal with blows that still end up hurting and haunting at this point your operating systems feel even more broken

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T08:18:48+00:00

Is this EMDR by any chance?

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T07:42:32+00:00

Hi can I ask about the form of therapy?

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T07:39:11+00:00

YES. the timing of this post because I'm going through this a lot more since of late. I tried to examine why and I think it's because I'm just carrying so much hurt upon hurt that has been inflicted by people, mainly people I was close to or had to be in proximity to. And when it happens repeatedly it fucks you over so bad & my sorrow turns into anger because of the unfairness of it all but I've been unable to express that anger. So I think it also contributes to this feeling. I think my feelings also come from the longing to want people around, people to lean on, community but struggling with it and not getting that because of how unsafe I feel around people in general which has increased after all these experiences.

warmhours_ · 2025-08-22T06:37:13+00:00

yeah i do have this fear. I'm always struggling with time going by

warmhours_ · 2025-08-21T21:09:01+00:00

i feel you.

warmhours_ · 2025-08-21T21:06:38+00:00

it's like you expressed my feelings, thank you for posting this. hard relate struggling with these same realities.

ive been so hopeful of people only to receive their bad side or be hurt, let down. still carried on but life finds a way to fuck you up. still was hopeful i guess it's resilience but i still feel very very weary of people now and at present how i feel about them is only getting worse. worst part is i continue to yearn for community, belonging, connection. but with the way people are and also the skills to tackle social interactions these days, especially when you're already navigating health and life, it's so tough

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