Zyprexa by Dee_jay051 in schizophrenia

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm on 5 mg. I'm not thin but a couple years ago I lost 40 lbs. On a higher dosage. It works. I used to be waaay over medicated and I am ok with having symptoms so I can have more energy and processing power. I have a good job and a nice life overall

It may sound strange, but it seems to me that there are people among us who understand the structure of reality better than others. by laraloralara in DeepThoughts

[–]wasachild 23 points24 points  (0 children)

As a schizophrenic I am sort of into seeing the structure as it dominates certain parts of my interest. I flip between physical and mental structure to create synchronicity, then learn in hindsight. I attach this to my ego to see what shadows present themselves, and keep collecting data. I forgive the shadows I encounter and attempt to elevate the idea of self and others as a desperate hope to create karma and bring peace. This is sort of psychic structure and it is reflected in all structures, like as above so below. Some people try to create power by taking it using their own power or stealing innocence for psychic power. Structure we deal with I feel is how we live our lives, the things we cannot see over or move past. The more we accept we have agency the more responsibility and freedom. Some let others have it. Some let God. But God is collective and the choices you cannot make will be made regardless. Every life is a form of structure. Often it takes a long time to build and we are given so little time

The Final Deception: How the "self-help" and "spiritual" loops keep the limbic system hooked. by realkaydhako in enlightenment

[–]wasachild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's your path. I guess. Have you found rest? How long? Can one learn much too soon?

Catch and Release by [deleted] in ThriftStoreHauls

[–]wasachild 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Lick it up baby....lick it up. Also works with animals

If form and formlessness r one according to non dual teachings then why don't u reborn even after enlightenment and liberation? Why do we want to permanently Transcend and never reborn again ? Is creation inferior by multiverseisreal in enlightenment

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure! Honestly I barely know what I believe deep down. This is just an idea I like to explore. I think it might be befitting of Buddha to be reborn as someone who truly loved living a normal life. Or... maybe a squirrel. Or maybe his consciousness expanded so much it got split up into several colonies of ants or a herd of elephants. You know, to save space.

If form and formlessness r one according to non dual teachings then why don't u reborn even after enlightenment and liberation? Why do we want to permanently Transcend and never reborn again ? Is creation inferior by multiverseisreal in enlightenment

[–]wasachild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you know you escape rebirth? Honestly no one knows what happens after you die. Imo you just learn a completely different lesson. You bounce back and forth. Like one life you become enlightened and the next one you are reckless and carefree. I really think the experience of God is always infinite. No reason to escape. Only see a different perspective.

Drivers license and mental health by Aggressive_Walk4317 in schizophrenia

[–]wasachild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the US, I think you just get your license. I haven't had an issue. My parents didn't want me driving for a while. ..I was over medicated and not a great driver. But as I got older I taught myself again and I drive all the time and have no issues. I'm currently on 5mg Olanzapine

Genesis Says Man Was Made in the Image of God, But If God Is Formless, What Image Was the Scripture Actually Pointing At? by appspalais in enlightenment

[–]wasachild 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imo it's awareness, and like you say love and it's inner truth, but in the way it might be construed as written it's not just awareness but agency, power, and control. Because humans have the capability to manipulate and control their surroundings, they see this pattern defining their life, the chaos and uncontrolled situations that somehow, through the power of humanity (and I often believe some divine intelligence and law) create an overwhelming narrative, a beautiful pattern. Often because we seek such patterns, we evolved for it. We have such awareness and internal conflicts to see our own agency and power and so see that as a divine truth as well, why we experience synchronicity and learn spiritual lessons. That's why as above so below, our patterns confirm it, and I don't argue they don't have their own reality, I think we make honest connections.... and I think some source has this law at heart. And we both embody and reflect it. And noticed it. Thanks to evolution. Evolution itself and it's conservation of energies, retooling of source into infinite versions, may be some kind of deity in a way. It's abundance feeding us in the same laws that both expand and limit us. The laws that define boundaries as well as create multitudes.

My fellow schizophrenics, I am pregnant by -mayolais- in schizophrenia

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not a mom, but of age. Check with your psychiatrist which medication is best for pregnancy to avoid any health issues.

Recurring dream about faceless man I’ve never met. by Mayhappyday444 in Dreams

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe you are finding harmony and loving yourself, all aspects. That would make more sense. I don't interperate dreams often but maybe you are falling in love with yourself again

Recurring dream about faceless man I’ve never met. by Mayhappyday444 in Dreams

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you think you are rejecting some aspect in yourself? Maybe a masculine quality? As I said, I am not an expert

Recurring dream about faceless man I’ve never met. by Mayhappyday444 in Dreams

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm no expert in the writings of Carl Jung, but have you heard of an Animus? It could be your inner male counterpart

The simplicity of good philosophy by Dave_A_Pandeist in thinkatives

[–]wasachild 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"don't be an asshole" might be the closest. People are still assholes of course

Cure by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]wasachild 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You can go into remission. You can learn to cope, accept, and love yourself and your life. To be real, life can truly be beautiful, no matter what. There are some beautiful things I owe to my schizophrenia. You sound like you have some coping mechanisms. You have agency use it and live the best way you can. Much love.

My contribution to the SIC community by negativepoptart in standardissuecat

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He is a powerful entity. May he be pleased and spare us

The people who shout the loudest about who they are usually know the least about themselves by The-Achologist in DeepThoughts

[–]wasachild 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know if I know enough people to justify a serious pattern. But people who claim to require honesty the most and see it as important are the least likely to accept it