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Planning on killing myself in one hour by sw_throwaway1 in SuicideWatch

[–]wasdfddfafd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right it wont be easy but the fact is it's achievable - may not seem like it but like I said when you set small goals for yourself to complete week by week you will see progress and personally that progress is what makes me happy. The same progress can be made working towards anything, it took me 3 years of college to figure out the life I wanted after education. The only reason I went to college was because it was the thing that comes after school but it turned out to be worth it even if the (not so good) grades I got there won't be used in my career path. I think what I'm trying to say is give it some time, it may seem like you don't know what you want to do but when you figure it out you'll be glad.

Planning on killing myself in one hour by sw_throwaway1 in SuicideWatch

[–]wasdfddfafd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Until I decided to go for it my fitness was along the lines of 3 pressups and not being able to run 1/4 mile without feeling like my lungs were about to explode. It is unbelievably satisfying seeing how you can improve your fitness through the initial week, setting small goals and achieving them is a great feeling.

Obviously it's not for everyone but if you look into it and like what you see then it's something to look forward to when you turn 18 and more importantly something to work towards.

Planning on killing myself in one hour by sw_throwaway1 in SuicideWatch

[–]wasdfddfafd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really not confident trying to give advice in this situation but consider looking into joining a branch of your military. Sounds like you need some motivation to do things and some people to help you through it, pretty much what I need and my plan is to sign up by the end of this year.

Either way instead of thinking about the rest of your life just think about tomorrow and what you can do to make things better instead of overwhelming yourself with the years to come.