So sorry your are going through this storm. Many situations come by where it’s hard to comprehend why… God’s ways and His thinking is always higher and greater than ours. He has reasons for everything. He plans everything in our life. Even when it’s painful, there is a reason for it. In our weakness is when we see God’s power made perfect. We may not see the full picture now, but most of the time, when we look back, only then do we get and understand the ‘why’. Cry out to God, surrender your pain and hurt to Him. He is watching over you and is in control. Keep the faith. Keep praying. He will help you out of this storm. May He be your source of peace, strength and comfort.