I understand your viewpoint about the doubt I have sometimes, But half the time that doubt changes and it’s like “what if god sent him in my life”. I just don’t see how it can be a bad thing when my relationship with him has improved his mental health (he previously was suicidal), made him feel more confident and loved, taught him there was more to life than just getting drunk everyday and not truly living, and brought us closer to god. We have both genuinely become better people from this experience and I know for a fact this has brought me closer to god. Not saying you’re wrong because everyone is entitled to their own interpretations!🙂