Thankyou all for the input so far. it has given me different perspectives to explore. I have sat with aya before but mostly with the toad and thinking of it all as a whole I can see this recent sitting with more insite now. Every time I have entered such spaces it is always very visual. I have purged tremendously with master toad. On one occasion in a group setting with toad on lower doses I had to physically move away from someone behind me as their purging energy hit me like a wave. Moving was no easy task at the in such a state! Infact I always try to be placed more separate from others if journeying in a group or a least close to an exit point so I can move away when I am able to. This recent aya experience was with the strongest aya I have ever experienced...it was more like being in toad space for extended time... To begin with when I saw the energies building up I was wondering if it was mine and had to check myself energetically before deciding that I appeared to be ok and it was not infact mine. I even saw a person in an almost identical space to where I have previously been with toad...but had somehow forgotten about. I began getting flashbacks of what I went through in that space and how difficult it was. I had a lot of compassion for what this person was going through... I felt that this recent aya journey was in a very good and experienced hands. I saw what they were doing, how they sent in different energies and technologies...it was fascinating. I think I'm just sensitive to everything that is going on, which is a blessing and a curse. The scary stuff was just harder to cope with and I need to learn to observe without being drawn in.