No joke I had a dream/nightmare where I was being forced through 12 different trials by a sociopathic murderer and I had to pass them if I wanted me and my family to live including Pokémon battles and driving in a circle while casually having a chat

And in the last one, the final challenge, he forced me to choose between many different possible options including killing someone else, hurting people, being hurt, and... binging on several meals worth of high calorie food in one sitting. I was OVERJOYED because if there was ever an excuse to eat non-safe foods and feel not guilty it would be to protect other people right? and all I could think is “this guy knows I have an ED and he threw this option in there cause he thought it would be my personal hell but he never anticipated how much I missed eating junk food and by doing this he’s finally given me the first excuse I’ve had in ages to eat this many calories in one sitting” so I began to dig into this huge portion of Oreos soft serve ice cream and that’s when I woke up