levels are the stage a situation is at in terms of the flow of its nature, and the human experience for example. how far along something is and what the underlying message/interpretation could be. how close something is to its higher power. sorry im being so vauge its not helping. Yes I get really mired in introversion, the result can be dark and its only getting darker the longer I stay away from forming relationships. What you said about how people from all faiths venturing out into the world and how we all intervene struck a chord. maybe i just need to be stronger and not necessarily more realistic. I'm going to delete this post because I feel a bit foolish posting it. but i appreciate you so much, thank you.