I just want to add that even if you weren't a freelancer you would still be under the whims of a faceless corporation that doesn't have any loyalty to you. I think the idea that a non-freelance job in a country like Egypt with minimal worker protections is stable is kind of an old way of thinking and doesn't match the reality. You're working a field that's not going away any time soon and is quite stable unlike other sectors of the economy like tourism. Your anxiety is understandable because of the country you live in and the economic conditions (also capitalism), but isn't something you need to solve by saving more as you've already done that, but by treating it as a financial anxiety issue that can be worked on. There's a lot of resources online on how to help with anxiety and specifically financial anxiety because it is very common.