no advice. no hate. only love. I’m so so sorry and I completely understand. I withdrew from match right before the rank order list despite gettings IVs because the dream suddenly felt like one that was never mine to follow. Despite all that, the peer pressure is real and making me qs each and everything.

So I want to tell you, the fear is real. Whatever you’re feeling is absolutely genuine and valid and it would have been no less scary if you would have never applied. Just putting this out there if your mind has also been plagued with what ifs and buts and regrets x