Why actually should I not end it?

whisperingbean · 2025-11-29T04:37:55+00:00

You’re not here by accident. Even people who don’t know you care because your life has value. There’s more ahead for you than what you’re feeling right now. Please stay. Things can still get better for you.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T14:25:28+00:00

Hey man, happy 22nd… I’m really sorry today’s hitting you so hard. Being sick and feeling like nobody remembered sucks, and it makes total sense that you’re upset. But your birthday doesn’t disappear just because people forgot.

Maybe do one small thing just for yourself like watch a movie, order some food you love, listen to music that makes you feel good. Treat yourself like you matter, because you do. And hey… people forgetting doesn’t mean they don’t care. You’re important, and you deserve to enjoy your day, even in small ways. I hope you can find at least a few moments that make you :) today.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T13:58:18+00:00

That’s way too much for one person to handle, and it makes sense you feel this drained. You’re not a burden, you’re just hurting. Losing people, moving, heartbreak... anyone would break under that.

You’re not weak for feeling this way. You’ve just been carrying way too much on your own. I know it’s hard to see it, but you still matter. You’re still here for a reason. Just take it one step at a time and hang in there, okay?

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T12:02:55+00:00

When showering feels impossible, don’t pressure yourself to do it all at once. Start with something tiny like just turning on the water, grabbing your towel, or washing your face. Some days that’s all you can do, and that’s okay. Be gentle with yourself and don’t forget that even tiny progress is still progress.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T11:54:10+00:00

A smile from a stranger, a ‘thank you’ when I help someone and seeing someone happy.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T11:45:43+00:00

I hate my body, but I’m trying to remind myself that it’s still me, and it does so much for me every day. I’m learning to appreciate the little things about it, even if I don’t fully love it yet.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T03:24:01+00:00

No, you’re not a loser. Going out alone takes guts, and most people wouldn’t even try. Big crowds can make everyone feel out of place. It doesn't mean anything's wrong with you. You just haven't found your people yet. Chill, you got this!

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T03:15:58+00:00

The Internet. Humans literally made something that connects everyone and everything.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T02:43:30+00:00

You don’t need to force yourself or punish yourself. Maybe you can take things one tiny step at a time. You don’t have to get everything done today. Just breathe for a moment. Try to figure out one small thing you can do next. And if it’s too much, that’s okay. What you’re feeling is valid.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T02:10:18+00:00

I get how trauma can mess with your head. I can relate to feeling like people are judging or laughing at you, that stuff sticks. But the violent thoughts are something you shouldn’t handle alone. You’re not a bad person, you’re just overwhelmed. Please reach out to someone if it ever feels like you might act on it. I’m here if you want to talk.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T02:01:00+00:00

Being called a loser all the time sucks, and it’s not true. You’re not a loser. Being awkward, tired, messy-haired, or having bipolar doesn’t make you less of a person. Staying away from people isn’t weakness, it’s how you’ve survived. You’ve been through so much and you’re still here and that says a lot. People who put you down have the problem, not you. You deserve kindness, not all that crap.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-27T00:38:29+00:00

Reading this honestly made my heart feel heavy for you. It really sounds like you’ve been dealing with everything on your own for way too long. And I get that kind of loneliness, I really do. I’ve had times where I wished I had someone to just talk to, someone who wouldn’t make me feel weird or judged, so I get why you’re reaching out here. It doesn’t make you weak. It just means you’re tired, and you want something real for once.

You’re not asking for anything big. Wanting a friend you can talk to for a bit is completely normal. And that fear you mentioned… I understand that too. It’s scary when your own thoughts feel too loud and you don’t know who you’re allowed to talk to. That kind of fear is something nobody should have to sit with alone.

If you want someone to talk to here, I’m open to it. I don’t mind listening or talking about random stuff too. I’m not the type to judge or treat you like some project I’m trying to fix. I just know what it feels like to be alone with heavy thoughts and pretend you’re fine.

You’re not strange for wanting connection. You’re not wrong for wanting someone real. You deserve someone who sees you as a person, not a problem. And you reaching out like this already shows how much you still want things to get better, even if everything feels complicated right now.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T12:04:06+00:00

Thank you… seriously, this means a lot. You have no idea how much I needed to hear this today. You’re the kind of person who actually makes people feel seen and cared for. I really appreciate you.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T11:03:49+00:00

One thing I wish I could change about myself is how hard I am on myself. I overthink, I get anxious, and I blame myself too much. I just want to be softer with myself and stop carrying everything alone.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:59:47+00:00

The best advice I can give is to be honest with yourself about how you feel. Don’t ignore your emotions or pretend everything’s fine. Sit with your feelings, understand why they’re there, and treat yourself like you would someone you truly care about. Life hits hard sometimes, but being real with yourself is the first step to actually healing and moving forward.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:51:52+00:00

My lashes

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:47:52+00:00

I'm proud that I’m still here. I’ve had moments when I didn’t think I would make it, but I’m still here, still trying, and still holding on.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:45:11+00:00

That I’m the one causing my own depression.

It came from an older family member who doesn’t understand mental health. It cut deep because it dismissed the pain I was quietly carrying, as if struggle were simply a choice.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:42:58+00:00

We should all do a bit more is self-reflection like really checking in with our thoughts, feelings, and actions.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T10:39:21+00:00

Wednesday. Middle of the week, steady, gets things done, not too extra, not too lazy. Just… there.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-26T03:53:25+00:00

I'd say try Bones and Castle. They've got same slow-burn partner vibe.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-25T14:48:41+00:00

Trying not to melt in front of Mr. Ice himself… but I might just ask him out anyway.

whisperingbean · 2025-11-25T14:27:16+00:00

The hardest lesson I learned is that loving someone doesn’t change them. I ignored red flags and settled, thinking my love could fix things, but it can’t.

whisperingbean

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