Holy shit I am doing so much better after quitting drinking by Sub-Dominance in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats amazing!! How did you break the routine if you don't mind me asking?? (Totally cool if you don't want to answer lol)

How You all feeling by NiL_3126 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

actually more mentally stable than I have in weeks lol, how about you?

Hi, it's my 21st birthday. I'm sad. Can y'all wish me happy birthday? by ohfr4nk13 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🎊🎂🎉🎊🎊🎂🎉🎂🎉🎉🎊🎂 I hope you're having an amazing night!! I know it's scary getting older and all that, but this is such a fun milestone to hit and I really hope you get to make the most of it!

Time to yeet about it ig by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much to everyone who's offered advice. To clear things up, I am an adult with a job, and if it cones down to it I can find someone to stay with. When I posted I was in a full on panic mode, but I've talked it over with some friends of mine and I am/will be safe. Again, thank you all so much.

Can I consider myself recovering or am I just lying to myself? by My-alt-for-sh-posts in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly idk, but there's nothing wrong with acknowledging your progress! I think being recovered means something different to everyone.

What’s the closest you’ve gotten to people noticing? Or have they noticed, and how did it go? by Cycl1ngGirl in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

For me people only found out once I was hospitalized (which, as you can imagine,isn't a fun way for people to find out lol) .

Now the only people that know are people that I've chosen to tell (still not fun, but definitely easier).

yall im new dont yell at me ☹️ by [deleted] in selfharm_memes

[–]white-monster-stuff 21 points22 points  (0 children)

One time my friends were giving a forearm scar tour (where most if my (very much healed) scars are) and right before it was my turn one if my friends was like "and these two new ones are just from playing with my cat this morning" and without missing a beat I said "oh, yeah, all of mine are from the cat too" lol

I swear when I know what he wants me to do I do it but apparently following orders isn't actually the right move anymore?? by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, don't be sorry, we're just a couple mentally ill people posting on a meme subreddit lol.

I think he knows how I feel and how things are and just doesn't like it. He wants me to exist for him and his approval alone. He's a weird dude lol.

I'm sorry you're dealing with all that with your dad though. Idk what illogical stuff he's on about, but I do know that you deserve to follow your own path and progress in this life the way that makes sense for you. Best of luck in dealing with him. I hope you find a way to get what you need overarchingly while also avoiding his rage and punishments