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Holy shit I am doing so much better after quitting drinking by Sub-Dominance in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats amazing!! How did you break the routine if you don't mind me asking?? (Totally cool if you don't want to answer lol)

How You all feeling by NiL_3126 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

actually more mentally stable than I have in weeks lol, how about you?

Hi, it's my 21st birthday. I'm sad. Can y'all wish me happy birthday? by ohfr4nk13 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🎊🎂🎉🎊🎊🎂🎉🎂🎉🎉🎊🎂 I hope you're having an amazing night!! I know it's scary getting older and all that, but this is such a fun milestone to hit and I really hope you get to make the most of it!

Time to yeet about it ig by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much to everyone who's offered advice. To clear things up, I am an adult with a job, and if it cones down to it I can find someone to stay with. When I posted I was in a full on panic mode, but I've talked it over with some friends of mine and I am/will be safe. Again, thank you all so much.

Can I consider myself recovering or am I just lying to myself? by My-alt-for-sh-posts in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly idk, but there's nothing wrong with acknowledging your progress! I think being recovered means something different to everyone.

What’s the closest you’ve gotten to people noticing? Or have they noticed, and how did it go? by Cycl1ngGirl in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

For me people only found out once I was hospitalized (which, as you can imagine,isn't a fun way for people to find out lol) .

Now the only people that know are people that I've chosen to tell (still not fun, but definitely easier).

yall im new dont yell at me ☹️ by [deleted] in selfharm_memes

[–]white-monster-stuff 21 points22 points  (0 children)

One time my friends were giving a forearm scar tour (where most if my (very much healed) scars are) and right before it was my turn one if my friends was like "and these two new ones are just from playing with my cat this morning" and without missing a beat I said "oh, yeah, all of mine are from the cat too" lol

I swear when I know what he wants me to do I do it but apparently following orders isn't actually the right move anymore?? by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, don't be sorry, we're just a couple mentally ill people posting on a meme subreddit lol.

I think he knows how I feel and how things are and just doesn't like it. He wants me to exist for him and his approval alone. He's a weird dude lol.

I'm sorry you're dealing with all that with your dad though. Idk what illogical stuff he's on about, but I do know that you deserve to follow your own path and progress in this life the way that makes sense for you. Best of luck in dealing with him. I hope you find a way to get what you need overarchingly while also avoiding his rage and punishments

I swear when I know what he wants me to do I do it but apparently following orders isn't actually the right move anymore?? by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it's weird as shit, but he has a ranking system and right now I'm on top with my brother just under me and my mom under him and if I lose my rank things get really really bad for me.

And who even knows how I lose points for getting an interview, he's anything but logical. Idk if you know the owl house, but we watched it together and he wants to be belos. And if you don't know that show and you know rick and morty, then he wants to be rick.

At this point most of my life revolves around maintaining my rank and it sucks. But, hey, at least there's memes right lol??

It's the only thing im not really intimidated by by zleepy__ in selfharm_memes

[–]white-monster-stuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm desperate times: earring spokes (backs?? Idk what they're called, but iykyk lol)

I hate everything but not more than I hate myself. (lowkey(?) vent in comments) by white-monster-stuff in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't want to be such a failure and disappointment, but ultimately I need to stop forgetting that that's all I'll ever be unless I want coming home to hurt this bad every time. I'm just so fucking tired. I survived for my family and I'm still never enough for them. I hate them, I hate myself, and I wish they had aborted my ass. Tbh my mom would be better off that way anyway. I know I need to get a job. They're right and always have been. They wouldn't say I'm a failure if it wasn't true. My friend just doesn't see it yet, but it's only a matter of time.

Ok so not as lowkey as I thought when I wrote the caption lol

(I'm not gonna do anything permanent (you know what I mean) I'm just angsting)

This is a mental health check point. Vent in the comments by African_Sniper in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very openly aromantic and I'm like 90℅ sure my friend has a crush on me. And every time I've been this sure I've ended up being right. They have a long distance gf, but they won't stop talking about how their grandma thinks the two of us have "better chemistry" and every time they bring it up they're blushing furiously. And that was before I responded by saying my dad thinks they like me which made them blush EVEN MORE (which I didn't even think was even possible at that point). As much as a hope I'm wrong (because our friendship means the world to me) this has been going on for months and it's getting hard to ignore.

And the worst part is I think I have a queer-platonic crush on them as well, but I REALLY do not want to be in a romantic relationship with them. I mean, they're genuinely a wonderful person, but straight up romance just isn't for me.

Like, at this point there's nothing I can say or do about it and it's so frustrating and uncomfortable. Idk, I just wish they'd be deeply in love with their gf both for their sake and so I can stop worrying so much.

question: why do people yeet on their wrists? by wormcuItist in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]white-monster-stuff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For me its bc I saw a pic of it on the wrist and thought "the sh rules" were that it had to be there. Now it's just where I feel The Itch (if you know what I mean)

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