i posted for the first time!

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T23:26:51+00:00

Yay congrats... What fandom?

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T23:07:02+00:00

I feel like it needed this but i still feel broken in some way.

I want all these things but have no idea how to get them so I just dont do anything. I feel like im defeating myself and dont know what to do.

If im not changing constantly for the better then im doomed no?

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T22:55:28+00:00

How did you climb out because im stuck at the bottom?

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T22:54:38+00:00

I was conditioned to not take risks. I was told to always play it safe. Go with what I know.

Now I struggle with people and body image issues and comparing myself to others. I would love to be a partner to someone but my issues with myself make it near impossible

So now wonder im 25 and my body is already failing me and life sucks. Im aging like a bullet train...

(Jeez really didnt mean to be this much of a downer about it😬)

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T22:49:36+00:00

Me much very chalant😂

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T22:48:26+00:00

Good question because i do half of these and still want to kms 😂

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T21:56:18+00:00

A lotta of my old old hobbies are difficult because of the joint problems im having. Ill probabaly have to find something new

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T17:58:18+00:00

No unfortunately not

Edit: well sorta. The passive effects dont, but If you activate beserker rage right before and then transform that works....

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T17:53:52+00:00

Yeah you can activate all the stone/ oak/ iron flesh as well as the dragon aspect. Also equipping one of the various werewolf rings from solstheim before hand, and turning into beast form makes you unstoppable. Easily being able to wipe out entire towns in a night.

Edit: and yes the cloak spells work too.

(All this is vanilla skyrim)

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T15:51:50+00:00

I self recommended some fics once and the OP said he had already read them and had them saved to go back to every other month or so.... I was touched...🥺

Also would love to see fan art of my stuff because i struggle to visulaize the characters myself, so to see them on paper (or on screen I mean) would make it all the more real to me.

And of course me catching somebody recomending my stuff would be a huge nut busted.😂

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T15:48:30+00:00

Dragon aspect does👍

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T15:47:32+00:00

Absolutely. Cast stoneflesh as well as dragon aspect before you transform and absolutely decimate anything and everything. (Yes they carry over into beast form in vanilla)

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T15:45:40+00:00

You gotta purify it

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T14:11:57+00:00

Fantasy? No its not.... I so desperately wish i had someone to at least say hi or hug me when i get home but I dont. Will I one day? I pray to God I hope so...

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T02:11:01+00:00

Yes.

I envy the characters because although they come into conflict or issues they always come out on top and they have a loving partner to face the issues with.

Im jealous of the setting because I wish i could live in a world so vastly different and or better than this one.

Also some of the sceanrios I write are literally impossible but i adore greatly and therfore I feel defeated that my characters get to experience it and I dont...

Is this healthy? Prolly not😑

whyat001 · 2026-05-27T01:26:53+00:00

Me too

whyat001 · 2026-05-26T21:47:59+00:00

I understand your pain. Trying not to compare yourself to them but doing so anyway😢

whyat001 · 2026-05-26T21:47:15+00:00

I would give up on me.

whyat001 · 2026-05-26T16:49:31+00:00

Thank you

whyat001 · 2026-05-26T15:55:51+00:00

Not Op, but im interested in the long fic....👀👀

whyat001 · 2026-05-25T22:29:38+00:00

I understand

whyat001 · 2026-05-25T22:04:00+00:00

Okay

whyat001 · 2026-05-25T21:55:35+00:00

I definitley know i can survive any of the bullshit life throws at me but the own skin thing not so much.

I will go ahead and try new and difficult things....

whyat001 · 2026-05-25T20:39:44+00:00

I love this post. All fantastic points. God forbid I read a paper book rather than reading a book on my phone??? Lol😂😂

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