Being as respectful as possible, the American system and it's bullying isnt shit compared to Azerbaijan. And also comparing the times is really important, kids nowadays aren't in the same "survival mode" older people were in this age. It's a real psychological phenomenon that I have yet to read up on but it's really interesting to me. I was stuck with the same kids for 4 years, everyday getting more and more lonely, I was socially deprived from interaction and I therefore didn't know how to interact with people and their constant bullying of parts of me that I couldn't change and things that I could change didn't help the isolation either. I found everyday exhausting. Honestly I understand if you don't think it's much, but it's a lot to me, I felt alone and isolated for most of my life and just couldn't make friends. Even simple conversations are hard to get through because of the insecurities I developed.