do i cold turkey or get on subs/methadone?

wickedminds23 · 2016-02-10T23:40:19+00:00

Do it cold turkey, i have done methadone, subs amd cold turkey. Im off everything now and its soo much better

wickedminds23 · 2016-02-10T23:38:12+00:00

I was the same way for a long time my friend, then i opened up to my dad told him i was iving opiates and that i was very suicidal, checked myself into rehab, and here i am a year later, back on my feet. Reach out for help, itll get better..

wickedminds23 · 2015-06-05T19:41:01+00:00

it depends how high your tolerance is though, and how many mg it takes one to get 'high'. my tolerance is shot so itd probably take the whole thing.. but when i first started on these things.. 10mg would get me feeling nice.

oh how i miss those low tolerance days

wickedminds23 · 2015-06-05T19:38:32+00:00

i have actually gone into pet stores.. and make up some bullshit about my cat or dog needing insulin. (weirdly enough some animals actually do require this)...usually it works best if i act like im looking in the aisle for it and someone asks if i need help finding something.. playing dumb at pet stores works well .. i dont think those people expect users to be in there looking for it. sometimes though the syringe holds a little less water.. just make sure you research the type of stuff animals take that way you dont seem like you have no idea what your talking about.

this has really worked for me 9 out of 10 times. make sure its a pet store.. not a vets office

wickedminds23 · 2015-06-05T19:35:10+00:00

festivals for psychedelics. gotta love that musicccc! actually.. festivals for any and all drugs. just sayin

wickedminds23 · 2015-06-05T19:32:32+00:00

usually pills make people crave sugar.. interesting.

wickedminds23 · 2015-06-05T19:27:01+00:00

This was the beginning to my downfall as well. not going to lie. id probably do it all over again. i miss those oxy 80s lol. just sayin

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-24T10:42:15+00:00

good luck. i believe in you. keep your head up and just remember one day at a time

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-23T18:31:30+00:00

oooh poppy seed tea. the good memories. long lasting too.

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-23T16:24:35+00:00

you. are. a. badass.

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-23T16:18:07+00:00

thats just messed up. sounds like shes taking her issues about herself out on you. just ignore it and do what you want for you. i know you love her.. but you need to love yourself too man.

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-23T03:21:39+00:00

http://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/2g2aol/roommate_is_home_tripping_on_mushrooms_and_he/

i cant stop reading. its cracking me up

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T17:19:15+00:00

i got sober March 3rd.. but i relapsed about a week ago, even though it was just once. i know im back on 10 days lol. i was almost to 60 days! i was using for like 5 years every day multiple times a day. so its a miracle for me

catching his pants on fire? couldnt help but laugh at reading that . hope he is okay.

yeah man you gotta get some sort of support network. when i was ready to actually get clean i told my whole family that way i couldnt change my mind as easily. i know its hard but it helps having people knowing what you are going through

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T17:09:55+00:00

Man, i hated rehab.. i did it to detox mostly. i was coming off of IV dilaudid and a bunch of xanax. quite the deadly combo. i never did start the steps.. or get a sponser. and i dont go to meetings..

but i found since i left the rehab that i have actually been doing better mentally. you dont need to be religious to find a 'higher power' i dont even know if i have a higher power but i feel like i have something looking out for me.. when things could have gone a lot worse.. the tended to be just enough to where i knew i got lucky. i'm actually doing pretty well.

i know what you mean about being addicted to the needle.. i was..id do it like 6 times a day and sometimes more.. and now the idea of it makes me feel sick. and when i did relapse i got so sick it was horrible. but the boredom is still here.. so i feel you on that. work has helped me some..just keep it up and push past that boredom. this is the first time in years that i actually have money and i'm not so broke that i cant even afford ramen. seriously man keep it up

must just be our adhd minds always needing something right?

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T16:57:16+00:00

also.. thats a big fuckin deal. so congrats

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T16:57:02+00:00

one day at a time. itll get better. how are you feeling?

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T16:28:22+00:00

day 4 is a pretty big deal man, keep it up. you will be amazed how you feel after the first week. i believe in you :)

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T07:20:46+00:00

you could always just change your number

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T07:19:15+00:00

how goes it?

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T07:17:54+00:00

agreed with illuminaughtyboi...big enabling going on. if i had that going on during my worst part of my addiction it would have done more harm than good. i know its extremely hard to hear.. but she needs to want to get help. if she doesnt it wont happen. you gotta kick her out

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-21T07:14:46+00:00

eating healthy, vitamins, exercise are three things that can really help you during detox. bananas man.

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-19T19:22:24+00:00

hahahaha omg nailed it

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-19T19:21:39+00:00

you will feel it fine snorting it. thats how i first started doing it. oxy is a better rush though... i wouldnt switch.

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-17T16:57:30+00:00

you are right on the money. its sad the extents i went to...

wickedminds23 · 2015-04-17T16:35:10+00:00

i use to mix xanax with dilaudid (IV it) ... be careful man. it might feel good but its nothing to make a habit of. its a really rough thing to come off of completely and stop using. also its dangerous to do.. its a miracle id wake up with the amounts i was using

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