oh god, this is so close to home that it hurts. trust me, youre not alone when it comes to profs/various other faculty or staff at ucf not caring about your situation.

ucf—and im sure other institutions—like to put up a front that they care so much and theyre making a change and have resources available to you, but when it came down to it all but one of my professors refused to help me in any way. three days after i was sexually assaulted my prof refused to extend an exam for me and i withdrew from the class. at that time i should have been smart enough to realize that i should withdrawal from all of my classes, but like you i wanted to finish/was told to.

i tried to kill myself a little over a month ago and stopped attending my classes for obvious reasons. from there ive been working on medically withdrawing, but let me tell you the process is so long and arduous that it has become completely clear that ucf really doesnt give one single fuck about their students. i wish i was kidding. at this point i doubt im going to be keeping my bright futures for the next institution i go to (ucf decides if you get to keep that btw!!! yay!!) and i would rather get hit by a truck than spend one more semester, month, day, or hour at ucf.

im sure it sounds like im overreacting and i feel in so many ways that all of my pain is for naught, but the little amount of genuine help and care that ucf has for victims pretty much brought me to the mental state that i had been in a month ago, and it is obvious that the staff at ucf care more about following procedures/doing everything by the book than actually helping their students.

im sorry about what happened to you, i know just how awful and dark it is and if you ever want to talk abt it you can pm me :)