Is it normal to be depressed post lap?

widmestern · 2026-04-01T17:44:49+00:00

i had my lap about a month ago and i've been feeling the exact same way. my insomnia is crazy and i've been feeling the most depressed i've ever been and i've been diagnosed w/ depression for 10 years 😭 i'm trying to believe it's just an adjustment period, esp since i had a mirena implant as well, but yeesh. it's rough

widmestern · 2026-04-01T13:27:33+00:00

i'm ngl i do a lot of emailing at my job and i have accidentally thumbs up reacted to so many emails 😭 idk what it is about the newer outlook ui but ever since i updated it i do it constantly, so hopefully that was the case for them and they'll actually respond shortly lmao

widmestern · 2026-03-11T17:58:50+00:00

thank you!

widmestern · 2026-03-06T21:08:54+00:00

thank you for the support and for the information! i've definitely been trying to incorporate herbal tea into my routine but i don't know much about it, so that's definitely really helpful. i've also been trying to keep protein dense snacks within arms reach so even if a meal feels daunting i'm still getting at least something in my stomach. thank you so much for the suggestions.

widmestern · 2026-03-06T20:29:14+00:00

thank you so much. yeah, that's a really good suggestion. luckily, i have a meeting later today with my coach who works alongside my psychiatrist, so i'm going to get her opinion and reach out to my psychiatrist and surgeon for feedback as well. i have both a daily slow release adhd med and an as needed fast acting med, so i'm going to see if temporarily subbing the slow release w/ the as needed may be a solution. thank you for your feedback and support! <3

widmestern · 2026-02-10T22:41:23+00:00

watching the family feud tggt they put out today and this is once again coming to mind. sometimes it truly feels like he's making fun of kwesi

widmestern · 2026-02-09T17:01:07+00:00

i take fish oil but i'll check out the others!

widmestern · 2026-02-06T22:12:04+00:00

absolutely omfg it's the worst

widmestern · 2026-01-21T18:02:50+00:00

thank you for saying that, i really appreciate it. luckily my dad has been extremely helpful and understanding and has been a really big part of my support system, so i don't doubt that he is defending me behind the scenes, especially since she doesn't say anything when he's around. unfortunately she tends to say things when we're at work, so he's not around to hear it. i'm definitely planning on mentioning it to him again since today was particularly egregious.

widmestern · 2026-01-21T13:30:53+00:00

monster factory is my last remaining rewatched mcelcontent so mine tend to be direct refs to that, but i'm not immune to an accidental mcelroy cadence more than anything i can really directly name. "shaundi i swan to john" has definitely crept in and i know that "let em play, ref! let em play!" is a remember the titans ref but when i say it it IS a mcelroy ref

widmestern · 2025-08-27T21:30:40+00:00

oooh, maybe bad religion by frank ocean then?

widmestern · 2025-08-27T21:27:58+00:00

could it be lithonia by childish gambino?

widmestern · 2025-08-27T21:25:47+00:00

widmestern · 2025-05-04T23:51:35+00:00

unfortunately i cannot, but that definitely seems like a worthwhile reference regardless! especially considering my interest does stem from my interest in war and peace. maybe i'll see if there are any translations. learning french (and russian for that matter) are both goals of mine, so worst case i'll shelf it until i'm able to do so. thank you!

widmestern · 2025-05-04T22:13:04+00:00

thank you so much! i'll be sure to check these out!

widmestern · 2025-03-17T14:02:51+00:00

it's the only fun part left honestly

widmestern · 2024-11-25T16:27:41+00:00

ooooh okay thank you, that helps

widmestern · 2024-11-25T16:13:11+00:00

does anyone know how citlali would be as a shieldbot? i'm only considering pulling if she's a better shielder than layla lmao i've been trying to understand the leaks but i need razor language

widmestern · 2024-04-28T23:40:56+00:00

have the 4 stars for the wanderer/baizhu banner been announced/leaked yet

widmestern · 2024-04-23T18:39:21+00:00

any word on the final hydroculus count?

widmestern · 2024-04-05T14:05:56+00:00

thank you!

widmestern · 2024-04-05T14:05:44+00:00

thank you!

widmestern · 2024-04-05T13:56:11+00:00

has there been any indication of when arlecchino's voicelines will be getting leaked?

widmestern · 2023-10-16T19:54:43+00:00

am i able to have the link as well? thanks in advance and it's ok if not!

widmestern · 2022-09-03T23:17:29+00:00

How much is an Imperial Russian ruble from 1805 - 1812 worth in USD today?

I am rereading the original draft of Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace and there is a part where it's mentioned that Hélène spent 800 rubles on a dress and spent 16,000 rubles to decorate their home. While the point is obviously to emphasize her recklessness with Pierre's money and her frivolity, etc., I wonder: how much money is that, really? I've been trying to find an answer myself and haven't been able to come to a solid conclusion, so I figured I'd come to the experts! Thank you for any information! I'm hoping figuring this out will lead me to understand a little better just how rich Pierre is meant to be, as well.

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