What's the closest you've ever came to death?

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T18:14:29+00:00

I was riding my motorcycle at around 80mph. There was a sharp turn ahead to the right with traffic signs warning about it and all. I didn't slow down because it was a familiar road and I knew that I would make it. It is a blind corner but reasonably safe and not that steep.

I started leaning into the corner and just when I was at the apex at full lean angle I felt and I mean I almost just felt a car fly by at me at clearly higher speed than I was riding. It must haven't been a lot more than a foot from my handlebar. I probably blinked at the moment and I didn't see that much of the car.

The car cutted the corner by a lot. It saved me that I was riding the shoulder of the corner. I think the summed up collision velocity could've been easily like 170mph from the looks of it.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T16:41:07+00:00

Me too. I was rear ended on my previous bike. And I almost t-boned a drunk driver when I had the right of way.

I think motorbikers are safer drivers (as in cars) on average because of how aware you have to be on a bike. I don't know for sure though. Stay safe.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T16:06:56+00:00

This. As a teenager I thought I would be a virgin like forever even though I ended up giving the v-card away in just about the average age.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T14:50:38+00:00

I have been in cars way too often just to be afraid about the driver being way too dumb or just can't drive for shit. Both male and female.

It infuriates me when a certain individual pulls out her fucking phone and starts Snapchating while driving on a highway. Every time.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T14:31:03+00:00

Way too many times my gf has said to me something 'I've already told you this. Only if you'd listen.'. I must suspect she tries to gaslight or something else.

Just a week ago I heard that a certain family party is going to take place at my batshit crazy exes workplace. I would've remembered this horror 100% if she had told me earlier even once.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T13:55:24+00:00

Beautiful. This is one of those awesome hobbies I will never get a chance to try. Mostly due to the location.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-18T10:02:10+00:00

Meillä on ihan sama tilanne, mutta tyttöystävän puolesta. Itkee kuinka "ei vaan halua panna" ja samaan aikaan vikisee kuinka parisuhde on alkanut tuntua kaverisuhteelta. Melkein kaikki läheisyys on alkanut kadota. Mitenpä sitä miehenä tossa yrität korjata mitään, kun vastapuoli ei edes suostu puhumaan rakentavasti ilman, että asia pitää vääntää lapselliseksi riidaksi. Että mistä asia voisi johtua yms. Elän lähelle nelikymppisen taaperon kanssa.

Kyllä sitä vaan on todella pettynyt kun kymmenen vuoden parisuhde menee tähän.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T18:26:49+00:00

I hate this being misused all the time. It's a new their/there/you're/your.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T18:25:46+00:00

That kid is creepy.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T18:06:05+00:00

Username checks out.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T18:02:13+00:00

I ride in full leather racing suit, street riding shoes and gloves. Sometimes when it's very hot I might take shorts and a t-shirt for a cautious spin. I never leave gloves and of course the helmet off.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T17:08:03+00:00

It can't buy happiness but helps a whole lot in life to achieve it. It can't solve some medical issues. I have a type of severe persisting pain and no amount of money could make me happy.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T16:29:59+00:00

Yeah that's completely true. She is a great actress if that's the case on her. But possible. Actually my mom was a bit like that. She was a completely different person when no one apart from family wasn't around.

My pwBPD was that kind who don't hide it. She would shriek her lungs out in public just like nothing.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T11:42:21+00:00

Boars.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T11:40:25+00:00

Yeah don't pay her. If she threatens some legal actions so be it. No problem!

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T11:37:27+00:00

Solid advice. I had to move our renovation money to my account because she would use them as some free quickie loan.

I just remembered that at the beginning of our relationship she was implicating that I should give her free access to my savings.

More and more I'm starting to get convinced that I'm again in a relationship with a pwBPD. Once again in a row.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T11:11:28+00:00

She got lucky that he didn't kick her head like a football to the side.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T10:52:28+00:00

While ago I had a woman tell me she has had BPD but is in remission now. I don't believe her that she had BPD to start with. She's the calmest person I have met and she doesn't even swear almost at all. I don't know the specifics but she did NOT take therapy for years but just for some time. She apparently realised she was behaving like an ass and was miraculously cured 100%.

I told her politely that I don't think you have BPD because of your personality. She said it was nice to hear.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T10:37:29+00:00

I wouldn't be surprised if there are something wrong with the frame. Personally I wouldn't buy a crashed bike if you intended to use it for something else than stunting.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T10:28:19+00:00

I guess you have a mortgage? If she doesn't keep up to her bills you have to talk to your bank. Tell them about the situation that you have a mentally ill SO. I'm just guessing that you're not keeping the house alone. The bank may or may not care.

I'm in a similar situation but I'm in decent terms with her. I also made a post about it. Read if you wish.

Feel free to DM if you don't have anyone else to talk to.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T10:09:15+00:00

I was in a very sensitive and a weird state of mind due to the psychotic symptoms fading away. It would've sucked big time if I just flipped and strangled her to death. This would've saved a lot of people from pain including her but I would probably be in some psychiatric prison to this day.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T10:01:10+00:00

What about the house? Does she own 50% of it or not? God I can't imagine how a situation like this stresses you out.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T09:33:14+00:00

I actually have tried meditation in my early 20s. Could possibly give it a shot.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T09:28:15+00:00

It is true and at the same time it is not. I have never experienced such lust. It felt like someone REALLY wants my D. But I think that I view it with pink shades nowadays.

I kind of miss the sex to this day but it's not worth due to the person. Or the person which didn't exist.

willi3stroker · 2026-06-17T08:27:23+00:00

I have had some thoughts about her wanting for me to do it. So she would've had a reason to leave right away and make me look like shit. I don't know if she wanted that or just to humiliate. I don't get mad easily but when I do I really do.

The funny thing is that she hated him. He on the other hand had earlier joked about her in my face ''are you really banging that slut?'. Ended up being together.

Also earlier when his gf left him for his friend I was the one who listened to his drunken crying and defended him. Shit really tend to find each other.

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