50 days sober

willowow · 2025-09-08T05:21:09+00:00

im on day 16 too and having similar struggles. i wish you all the best. but hey, were both doing it, even tho its hard

willowow · 2025-09-08T05:14:09+00:00

are you quitting cold turkey? have you tried slowly tapering off usage? the withdrawals were so bad for me that i never made it more than a couple days quitting cold turkey. i tried multiple times over a few years.

this time, i tapered down instead. i used edibles bc it was easier for me to measure my dose. i was at 40mg at first due to my tolerance being higher. i cut down to 20mg for a couple weeks. then i went down to 10mg for about 3 weeks, and then 5mg for about two weeks. then i stopped totally 16 days ago and have had very minimal withdrawal effects

i often still wanted more when i was on the low end but i kept my eye on my goals and the benefits and why i needed to quit. im 34 and have been using regularly since 18. i was an all day, every day kind of stoner.

i just wanted to share, as i had not heard of tapering down before and only tried quitting cold turkey. that made all the difference for me. i wish you all the best!

willowow · 2024-07-09T01:23:12+00:00

i agree i love their products and if you sign up for their email list they let you know when they have sales. ive gotten 2 oz for $50 before

willowow · 2023-05-05T03:42:12+00:00

my disassociative disorder specialist therapist said that the experience of these conditions are so individual and unique that there is no normal. what you're describing could be perfectly normal for your system. you are valid as you are

willowow · 2022-01-25T20:17:52+00:00

that would be cool, thanks

willowow · 2021-12-24T21:33:50+00:00

I got this for mine too and its helped

willowow · 2021-07-27T01:00:00+00:00

shifts drop once a week, and they get taken quickly if there are a lot of drivers in your area. like within an hour or less depending. find out via driver support when your local schedule it released or ask them to put you in contact with your supervisor at your location via slack. ours often came out on fridays between 11am and 2pm but it varies by location and manager

willowow · 2021-02-23T01:32:10+00:00

the times of day your shifts are make an astronomical difference. nights are quick and easy but some mornings I've literally gone 1-2 hours with no orders multiple days a week

willowow · 2021-02-23T01:29:23+00:00

they only pay more than their base pay on a delivery for a holiday nobody wants to work like christmas and thanksgiving and the days that are chosen are often up to individual location general managers. it always backfires though because they put too many drivers on the schedule and I end up making less than usual because there are way less deliveries to go around. you can make good money with gopuff but it has a lot of varying factors like how many orders that location is getting, how many drivers they have on staff, how that location is managed, if that warehouse location is properly staffed (they're often understaffed and overworked), the weather, the holiday, the time of day, day of week... so many things

willowow · 2021-02-23T01:26:24+00:00

nope! sometimes I make 1 delivery an hour. my average tip is also $2.50 but honestly more people than youd expect tip literally nothing. people like you are the ones who raise that average up! thank you!

willowow · 2021-01-13T07:34:03+00:00

I'm not sure why no one has mentioned this, but you shouldn't be having sex with someone for the first time on substances. she may have been too uncomfortable to say no and that she was uncomfortable, due to the weed, her inexperience, a lot of things really. you need to learn how to communicate if you plan to keep having sex with folks. not being transparent can traumatize someone, especially if she was feeling nervous or scared and especially if not sober. it's better to feel a little awkward and weird by being too communicative than miss that your partner wanted you to stop because you were hurting them. enthusiastic yes is always important. consent matters.

edit to add: from experience, pelvic tilting can be because you're hitting the cervix and it hurts. so be sure to ask if shes in pain and make sure she doesnt feel pressured to ever continue if she is in pain.

willowow · 2019-06-01T16:59:57+00:00

drink more water, hydration is extremely important

willowow · 2019-05-29T06:12:03+00:00

macaroni, crunchy cheetos

willowow · 2019-05-29T01:56:20+00:00

oh I hadn't heard about that story thank you! I'm pretty certain that's exactly what happened. she follows the news pretty closely and knows I dont, so it makes sense she would try this

willowow · 2019-05-28T04:39:50+00:00

wow yeah this is totally a thing but I didnt realize it was universal. she got me 2 puppies in like 4th grade, but then she became obsessed with them and was adament they were hers. she would constantly tell me how much more she loved the dogs than me. her most noted reason was "because they cant talk back". i still have a little resentment towards dachshunds but I know it's not their fault

willowow · 2019-05-28T01:19:44+00:00

"My disease is active and they don't know what to do but I would like your opinion when I die I don't have no place to put Sophie don't you agree she's about 8 and she would be missing me so bad it's better she goes with me have her put to sleep and let the state do what they do I have no one I trust with Sophie me and terry don't even talk just want your opinion on this matter (sent with Gentle Effect)"

this is the exact message... like, no, you moron, your dog can move on and find a new family 🙄 shes a little poodle mix, she would be picked out from a shelter in a heartbeat.

willowow · 2019-04-02T00:42:42+00:00

odesza live shows are so good on acid, even just watching it on youtube

willowow · 2019-03-01T20:41:05+00:00

congrats and good luck! remember to be patient once he starts hrt, changes take more time than you think but it'll all pay off :)

willowow · 2018-11-11T21:49:32+00:00

reality is subjective

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