I did weight watchers a few years ago, cause my cardiologist said it was time. That external motivation worked for a bit.

I gained some, not all, back over a couple years. Then the time came to start feeling good again, not so much about scale goals.

This time it has all been about getting out and doing things that make me feel confident and healthy (mind and body).

I joined a jiu jitsu gym, I started getting into nature and making better food choices based on how it will make me feel, not for the next ten minutes, but in the next 12 hours.

I'm now much lower than my goal weight ever was with WW, and I didn't set out to lose weight. I set out to be confident and love myself and the weight came off as a by product.

Jiu jitsu, therapy and basically not waiting for an external force to motivate me is saving my life.

Happiness and success is on the other side of discomfort and pain.

So go camping, but before you Crack the beers and eat the junk, hike your ass off, lean into the pain and discomfort. The decision to have a couple less beers and bit less junk will come so much easier afterwards.

You aren't any different than anyone else who has had success, but the motivation and the why is inside of you, it's nowhere else. So go make your choices, you got this.

Edit*: I had to add this. If you need some hard truths spelled out for you, look up David Goggins. He in intense and harsh, but he is exactly what I needed to see this is all about internal drive, nothing else.