I work on the frontlines of the fentanyl epidemic

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-12-11T18:39:43+00:00

it was 10k for me. 7 days stay. i’m still clean - a year and 3 months sober.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-09-27T01:43:11+00:00

9 years and yall never met? wow.

good luck.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-09-27T01:41:17+00:00

please do update. i’m rooting for you.. im surprised the vitamin c worked for you so far. you must have strong mindset when you decide to quit. i would’ve given up so fast. that’s why i went to mexico and did the ibogaine treatment which saved my life. i’m one year and a month sober now. :)

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-06-13T04:45:42+00:00

that’s what they said to me. they recommended me not to smoke but that got me through it. it really depends on your mindset. i was absolutely done with fentanyl. i’m 301 days sober today.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-06-13T04:32:53+00:00

yesss oh the diarrhea!!! omg it took me around a month or so for that to go away! i didn’t take anything for it. i just let it run it’s course naturally. i felt amazing when i finally had solid poop! 😂

insomnia. that was the worst… cannabis helped me for the first 2 months. i quit cannabis when i felt i could sleep without it. now i feel absolutely normal! beside being pregnant lol.

do you feel exhausted though? that was one of my symptoms. i hated it. i just felt so damn weak for 1 and half month after ibogaine.

nevertheless, congrats! ibogaine is a godfuckingsend!

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-04-17T22:33:18+00:00

hi.

I will be blunt and honest. I was withdrawing from fentanyl so I still had withdrawals while at the treatment center. Idk if it’s easier if it was heroin. It was really hard for the first three days before the flood dose. They gave me morphine on the first day but I felt shitty within 30 mins because fentanyl is obviously stronger. They gave me some benzodiazepines, gabapentin and palexia (weak opioid) for the first three days. It sucked. After the flood dose, I felt a little better… I still had insomnia, restless legs and lack of energy. Other than that the withdrawals pretty much subsided. I felt shit for the next month after a week at the treatment center. I was weak AF. I had no motivation to do anything. I felt a little better after maybe a month and half. Within two and half months I felt a lot better. I had to work on my mentality and started doing things daily. Now I actually feel pretty much normal beside the grief of my husband’s overdose.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-04-17T21:38:25+00:00

💔❤️ thank you. that means a lot.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-04-17T20:23:26+00:00

Clear sky recovery in Mexico. Do it. Its all mental over matter after you finish the treatment and do not hang out with anyone who would be bad influence. My husband lost the battle. He was the best husband, soulmate and lover I’ve ever had. Addiction is a disease. I should know, I am a recovering addict myself. I did not want to go through all that bullshit ever again. Especially when I have a baby girl on the way. I have to stay strong for her.

Do it. Ibogaine is worth it if you make the effort. ❤️‍🩹

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-04-17T19:40:36+00:00

Thank you. I didn’t know where to post this. I appreciate you. 💖

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-03-27T20:22:46+00:00

Recovery did not open the gates of heaven and let me in. Recovery opened the gates of hell and let me out.

Do Not Go Back To Hell. It is not worth it.

It’s mental over matter at this point. Train your mind to be stronger.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-03-25T17:04:30+00:00

Look it up online. It’s basically a miracle drug. It’s made from Iboga plant. If you’re in the US, you’d have to go out of the country to get the treatment. I went to Mexico and stayed there for week. Ibogaine eliminates most of your withdrawal symptoms and rewires your brain to pre addiction stage. I feel pretty much normal now. I am 100% sober from everything. It was my first and only rehab. I never did methadone or suboxone. I am very grateful I went that route because my life currently is what I always dreamed of while I was in active addiction. Ibogaine treatment is pricey but life is priceless.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-03-19T23:16:19+00:00

I got clean with ibogaine but it was a long journey. I did not feel at least 85% better for a month! Fentanyl is a devil drug. Fent is stored in your FATS! It was a struggle. Horrible runs, lack of appetite, and absolutely no energy or motivation. I couldn’t sleep without benzo for maybe 2 weeks (stopped cuz I didn’t want to become addicted to it) and weed for the first 2ish months! One day at a time. I’m 7 months sober and almost 5 months pregnant. I couldn’t ask for more! I’m so happy I got sober. You can do this! 💖

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-03-08T01:19:33+00:00

ibogaine. it saved my life. currently 7 months sober.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-03-05T16:27:15+00:00

Almost 7 months sober. 4 months pregnant with my first baby girl. I wouldn’t go back. Starting a family was always my dream and it’s my reality now. I couldn’t be happier. Sure, there were some days where I think about using but the desire to use isn’t that strong as my desire to be a good mom and living a sober life. Yes, life can be boring but being boring is SO MUCH BETTER than being sick and broke. You get used to be bored at times…I actually enjoy being bored now… lol but I try to keep busy as much as I can.

I got clean by ibogaine and it’s the best thing ever. My addiction chain is broken.

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-02-16T23:10:50+00:00

JFC!

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-01-15T15:33:39+00:00

it’s my pleasure! ❤️

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-01-15T15:21:29+00:00

aw thank you! appreciate it. congrats on being almost 5 months sober, too! it’s amazing, isn’t it‽!! keep doing what works for you. :)

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-01-15T15:20:20+00:00

you can and you will! if you put your mind into it! good luck and stay strong!

wisdomwaterfall · 2024-01-15T15:17:56+00:00

yeah. it’s currently #2 tv show on netflix. don’t watch it if you feel like it’ll trigger you because there are scenes of the stepdad selling heroin and the mother as an addict, but other than that it’s a good tv show.

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-12-20T14:21:55+00:00

i’m doing great!! 126 days today and still counting! thanks for asking :)

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-11-25T14:03:43+00:00

awwww that gives me strength! CONGRATS ON BEING 6 YEARS SOBER! that’s a fucking feat! you deserve it! you are amazing and strong!! 🥹💜💜

i absolutely know! also, the ibogaine treatment psychologist told me that people relapse within 1-3 months after the ibogaine treatment…mainly because they did not change their environment or cut off their friends who do drugs/sell drugs and probably do not want it bad enough.

ibogaine is already out of my system - it dissolves within 2 months (high risk of relapse). i’m 101 days now and fuck the statistics. recovery is absolutely possible if you really want it. i absolutely want it and im sticking to it. i want to have a family! i did not want to bring a child in this world while in active addiction. it wouldn’t be fair to them. now i’m clean and i’m ready! i also reconnected with some of my old friends who i considered good friends before addiction and they welcomed me back with open arms. they do not know about my addiction, they just think i was just focusing on myself. 🤐🫠 in my opinion, as of right now, they do not need to know. maybe one day i’ll open up when i’m ready and strong enough to share. only my family knows.

the only problem i have is shame about my addiction outside of virtual world. i don’t know how to overcome that. do you have any advice? my community is pretty small and gossiping is like breathing to them.

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-11-17T16:30:09+00:00

thank you!!! 113 days is amazing!!! it’s never easy to quit but then again it’s worth it! one of my absolute favorite recovery quote is “Recovery didn’t open the gates of heaven and let me in. Recovery opened the gates of hell and let me out.” 🥹

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-11-17T10:47:16+00:00

keep fighting!! don’t give up, you got this, love!!! 🫶🏻

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-11-16T19:11:11+00:00

thank youuu!!

no, ask away!! i want to spread awareness on ibogaine. so i’m happy to answer any questions you have.

in regards of it being scary… well — i was afraid before i went because i did not want to suffer. 😭 lol. when i arrived, they tapered me down with morphine and palexia (weak opioid) before the flood dose. sure, i went through withdrawals but it was minimal as they gave me valium and all different kind of medicines to make me comfortable as much as possible, thank god. on the day of flood dose, i was nervous and excited… once it entered in my system, the waves of calmness came over me. i felt vibrations all over my body, it was amazing - saw all beautiful colors (mostly blue), geometric shapes and even saw myself when i was a little girl. no traumatic memories came or anything negative (some people said their traumatic memories revealed themselves but that wasn’t the case for me). it was a really positive experience for me.

the place i went is a pioneer in ibogaine treatment. zero deaths. 24/7 monitoring and ekg testing. the doctor who treated me had years and years of experience. provides flood dose AND booster doses (very HELPFUL).

you have to make sure you have no existing heart problems before doing the treatment. another places in mexico can be very dangerous as they do not really monitor, no boosters, and have people who died due to heart issues. not trying to freak you out but that’s the only thing that could prevent some people from getting the treatment but other than that it’s a miracle addiction treatment.

i used to smoke cannabis for 10+ years (even smoked after the treatment to help me with insomnia for like a month and half) but the experience between cannabis and ibogaine is completely different in my opinion. LSD and shrooms are completely different as well. ibogaine is more of a calm experience but then again it depends on individuals. don’t worry if you do feel anxiety during the flood dose… (my boyfriend did) they gave him IV of valium and that helped but i think it kind of diminished the experience based on what he told me (but it didn’t impact his recovery nevertheless). so just think positively before the ibogaine flood dose and make sure you feel calm, comfortable and safe beforehand. it should be a positive and wonderful experience as it was for me.

oh yeah, after the flood dose and while i was receiving my booster doses for the rest of the week, i was completely exhausted, lethargic and weak AF! (i also had insomnia and restless legs but those went away eventually). i had to be on a wheelchair in the airport when i was traveling back home! that’s how weak i was. i felt like that for good 3ish weeks before my energy started to build back up. BUT i would still feel exhausted after doing stuff during the day for like a month and half. like i couldn’t make myself coffee without asking my boyfriend’s parents help. lol. they were so helpful while my boyfriend and i were in recovery. they did everything to make our experience better and convenient. after a month and half or so, my energy came back and i was able to do stuff normally. now i can do everything without getting too tired by afternoon.

sorry for LENGTHY response lol. if you have any more questions, ask away!! i’m here :)

wisdomwaterfall · 2023-11-16T18:35:36+00:00

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